ncaab plays and it is history

I realized starting jan 17 upto this day i have hit almost all of my first play of the day with the exception of…. a late game 2h play were i decided to post late a 2h play sf. and jan 25 georgetown fh loss. And i think 1 day that i didnt play.

that’s 11 / 13 wins of every first play of the day.

the recent win was the indpu +15 yesterday.

hitting 12 straight GOYS too at one point that’s what i read back, maybe more as i dont want to scan it further. 

i remember i was planning to start to be discipline, go one huge play each day and this will be the every first play of the day.

The plan is i go hard in every first play of the day, if i win i go 50% or 20% on the next and out if i lose 1, call it a day and bring home the profit every single day.

I was planning to implement this the moment i hit 1 first play of the day and start it from there.

Go slow, stay  consistent with this kind of approach, cut it huge playing too many games like what i am doing. 

I Didn’t follow the plan and yes luckily it favors me the last 3 days where i keep hitting almost each and every huge plays. Favors me the whole 2 weeks.  Until………

Yesterday, i won the first biggest play once again indpu +15, but end up negative, gave back a great chunk of what i earned inside 14 days.

nba and ncaab got me good.

Because of this i am again demoralized, as i was computing i should have already hit my target at this time, my target was huge as i got a bad year last dec.

actually i hit em and hold on to em for a minute just the other day ( before yesterday…. ) Where i hit 5 straight GOYS in one day. 3 GOYS prior to that, a good month all in all.

If i will start the same approach again and go for 1 play again each day, i will need 8 days straight of winning every first big play of the day to get back what i loss yesterday. All in all the whole month was good the last 2 weeks was spectacular and i profited. But a sizable amount gone because of saturday late plays and yesterday UNDISCIPLINE.

I was demoralized as if i turn back the time from jan 17 upto this day my target could have been achieved and not only that i already started training myself implementing the discipline im longing for.

once again this will lead to another back and forth war until roll demise once again.

This is not good psychcologically in wagering, got hold of em for a minute gave 8 chunks of it back.

This keeps happening to me the whole 2023 and i want to change this in 2024, i got the chance to do it and i wasted it.

1. get the target and Hold on to it for the day. Back to base bring home the target and start to unload again the next day. 

2. discipline never implemented 

because of this im quitting.

done.  

@Miracling2

 I feel you bro…and thanks for your contribution to this forum…

We will miss you M2

BOL brother 

Thank you and appreciate your words. 

if you browse my ncaab posted plays this month you name it, every first play of the day i hit em at a higher rate, any genre, full game sides, full game totals, fh sides, fh totals, i pushed my luck rolling it quick and i get it again and again i pushed my luck too much and it favors me, gave me a chance.

why on earth i still didnt take hold of what i need to start implementing the discipline. I can say ony one day of 3 0 where i decided to stop, the rest of those days i keep pushing. And almost every single day i am contented winning huge and they got cut in end, some days not too big, some days only a scratch i dont feel those. A worst day then i start to feel em.

wake up and saw my account so i got a hold on what i want for a “minute” then gave huge chunk back. computing it oh thats like phckn 8 days straight of winning. Tiring. Im still thankful i got a big pile of it back but i loss a lot last dec. 

and the manifestation to do it this year, i gave a lot of time to it, i have thought, prepare and this pump me up that this is the start of the discpline each day. I didnt do it.

after i win i dont implement it, i betrayed my innerself each and everyday, and seems like i push my luck further.

I am more hurt that the month is coming to end and still i didnt do what i promise myself, to implement the discipline and start breathing em like it is nothing, a habit of running while ahead a good chunk and if ever it will get cut make sure it will not be a good sizable amount. I can live cutting my profit by 20% on some days but not wiping it out what i achieved in one day.

Yesterday and saturday late plays was demoralizing.

i even hit two parlays and still i rolled one late, i should have stop right.

i gave a lot of energy, invested a lot practicing discpline…. In my mind only. Never implemented it.

i got my chance to get it all back and nost importantly gave me a chance to change while im clobbering em each day, to start implementing it while ahead with less pressure, all is green and beautiful what you are waiting for? 

i shrug em off and got hypnotize everytime i see green keeps piling up.

this is too much now for me. The discipline the discpline the fcki ng discipline!!!!!

I feel like this is the day where the mighty gods checking me, ok where’s the paper of discipline and cant give em any! 

thanks and no more words. Im quitting.

Good luck may you guys win more.  

Good bye

@Miracling2

 BOL bud! I always enjoyed following you over the yrs. 

See ya during Baseball Season ?

Something like this would happen to me playing 3 card poker.  Drinking didn't help.

It’s called greed. I’ve been there and done that. But I’ve learn to control my bankroll. I was hot Saturday and flat yesterday.. could of wagered one more game which I wanted to take New Mexico -8.5 and backed off because there was no reason to keep waging as I was finishing the weekend up 3 units which I’m happy with. 

greed gets to best of us and sometimes we just need to be grateful with the results we are given.

Good luck with everything M2 

See you tomorrow