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So , here it goes , i dont know why im writing it here ,i must be really pathetic ...
I used to bet european games with my dad , it used to be a lot of fun , we were making huge parlays , made no profit but it was so much fun watching game and cheering againts each other bets and sometimes together on the same side ....
Since then i started to bet more , it was my hobbie , basketball was my passion, i used to play it for about 10 years , then worked as a ref for about 5-6 years . I was winning , then losing , but winning in general.
In the past 6 months i started to bet big , well its not 100 unit bets like some people do/pretend here , but still it was big for me, everything started to become fucked up , i started losing , became lazy , gave almost no effort in university , abandoned my friends , girlfriend that i wanted to live a life with , we are about to break up .
My Grandfather that was a huge part of my childlife just passed away and i feel so fucked up now , i lost almost all money i worked hard for in summers/between studies ... Today i made my last bet on Bulls ML and no matter of result im quitting this.
I have no idea why im writting this in betting forum , but this little thing turned everything around and tonight i just wanted to write everything in one post to someone , hitted the bottom .
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