Phoenix didnt cover, me too. Big Time, Hurts Badly. what can i do, il take it. is there other choice? None, already finish.
After Reading the thread, all i can say to those who understand, to those who feel me, to those who got class, to those who relates, even i lose, they are not bragging bad and bashing, from beginning to end, before the game starts and after, they didnt change face, many of you relates and feel me, maybe it happened for the majority, not the exact thing, but in same situation. THANK YOU GUYS. GoodLuck.
To those who bash and make their silly comment, yeah you can do that, your not in it, and you cannot feel what its like, and this is not the time for me to bash you back obviously... i still wish you goodluck on not losing your patience when betting, because thats the reason why i am on this situation, thats the reason why i had a very very fhhaaacking bad week, thats the reason of this All, and its my fault ofcourse, will i needing your help on this one? NO, I blame myself, and its over now, Phoenix game is over.
To those who say maybe i didnt play $7000, Your wrong, you also ask what its feel to be dried stink dirt bag or something? your asking me? I cannot tell you that, because thats not the way i feel all in all. One guy say i did not pay my Bookie in time thats why they cut my wager? your lying. I have made a thread on that one from the start, and that is not what it says.
Now, on my take after losing, il pay up the bookie, that is why i risk, like what i said on my other thread, i pocketed more units even if i lose in this one, and that remains, because i will take a long off after this loss,its a headache, eating my chest, the plays the decisions keep rewinding in my mind, i beleive plenty of you out there know that. Im not dried up dirt bag like this guy said, i think i will feel like that or worst if, if i cant pay them, i can and i will.
I stick to my play, for those who insist i should have listen to them in taking Jazz, No, ofcourse i will not be lying in wishing that i should have taken the Jazz, because its over and saw the outcome, thats just automatic. In this situation, i choose to play what i think is the right side, because many times i play big, and i pull it off, others lose, but i say many did pull it off, and save me from being down big, So its almost impossible a guy will listen just because he says he is 100 percent sure, its more frustrating if i fade myself and lose, that is.
After gaining big units and just slipped away in a bad week, is like burning your chest, nonstop of rewinding every details in my mind, so many what ifs and regrets, yeah true, regrets regrets, if only i am strong enough to have patience, discipline myself in laying units, this will not happen, Guys hope you guys will not be in this situation in the future, Managing units of every gambler is different, because we dont have the same amount of units to play, just dont go WAY OUT OF LINE LIKE I DID, and this will be another Lesson to me, but it doesnt mean i will not play a thousand dollar anymore in one game, if i gain $25000 from wagering, ofcourse there will be a time i will do that, but i should learn more in dealing with stuation and learn to stop, and this is the time, i told to myself if i lose this one, il stop, for long.... a week is long enough LOL. You can bash me if i come back and lay another $7000, because thats wrong, if i have $80,000 maybe its justifiable to give another try, but i dont have it, more than half of what i gain had loss, and i learn my lesson. I Just hope this will be the last one.
GoodLuck to all my fellow Wagerers, You Guys beat the Man, Please, Beat them hard!!!!! With Patience.