The call…..
from the massess…. Touching through the years….. truth and got a point!
But most important of em all….. the call… from my own being, my conscience, my pocket’s spirit, are defeaning… im feeling the beating now, day in and day out, totally resounding to remind me but i ignored it.
mind you i started 8 0 the other day and 5 0 yesterday but did that bring my smile back? It did not as after that, i loss a couple of plays, majority of my days this year are worst so that two average days dont make my pocket go gaga.
it’s time to sacrifice and eventually get healed along the process…
earlier today i was able to talk to a poet, and i told him, il be shaking like im breathing ice the moment i sacrifice my volume plays and go back to my origin like the old times where we treat the game like a marathon not a sprint. True and all you sprint winning you sprint losing too.
Back to the masses through the years
“M2 what had you become, why you succumb playing too many plays, i remember when you are giving insights about your play i remember when we keep winning slowly but surely, the good ol times”
”miracling2 you suck now keep coking it up”
”i once adore you and got mad respect for you, but seems like you got eaten by the system”
”when will you go back doing quality plays”
”you are becoming a degenerate now m2”
“Oh 6 0 but why dont you stop, i guess keep playing until you lose the day bravo m2, nothing to see here same old self destruction by the op”
”you’re a ticking time bomb”
blah blah blah
it’s like the movie batman, the dark knight rises, when bruce wayne keeps trying to rise from the pit and keep on falling and failing many times….
Everyone is cheering and excited from the start, only to witness the fall after climbing each level, conquering some fights but losing the battle to end the day.
Il be shaking like im breathing ice, as the day goes by each day and witnessing those bunch of games i decide to abstain.
ooooooohhhhhh like a withdrawal from coke and it will never be easy. Literally thats the effect of coke making you high.
what one see when i post is not even half of what im doing, i play a lot when i dont post intl plays etc as you know.
all in all i win quick i lose quick too… numb and all, it’s time to slowly go back to the origin. Let me hold on and grip it once again and il dominate. First things first for me myself and i.
i aint chocking in my first try.