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Quote Originally Posted by SALTY:
It's hard to keep it going. You turn dead inside but tell yourself that's life. I'm at at point where nothing matters. That is good and bad. I wont go into that.
I've been on a two month shenanigans stretch that in a blur and wont even mention the $ amount go through my hands. Sickening but that's what I consider normal.
Bit'ches, drugs, gambling, and what society considers destructive degenerate behavior for a 33 year old man is all I know. And doubt I will change.
All I can say is when you get caught up and slip in the life you will see. I thought golf was the greatest till I made it my life. Then I realized a game I loved was also my downfall to me splitting focus with banging out of town strange and boozing late nights.
You will see the ride I'm talking about and the lows are low due to reliving losses. Also say goodbye to the wife you say u have! Lol. I give it less than 6 months before emotions get ya. I've been at it since 2004 and have ice in my veins and don't give a f'ck about anything. A
It's hard to keep it going. You turn dead inside but tell yourself that's life. I'm at at point where nothing matters. That is good and bad. I wont go into that.
I've been on a two month shenanigans stretch that in a blur and wont even mention the $ amount go through my hands. Sickening but that's what I consider normal.
Bit'ches, drugs, gambling, and what society considers destructive degenerate behavior for a 33 year old man is all I know. And doubt I will change.
All I can say is when you get caught up and slip in the life you will see. I thought golf was the greatest till I made it my life. Then I realized a game I loved was also my downfall to me splitting focus with banging out of town strange and boozing late nights.
You will see the ride I'm talking about and the lows are low due to reliving losses. Also say goodbye to the wife you say u have! Lol. I give it less than 6 months before emotions get ya. I've been at it since 2004 and have ice in my veins and don't give a f'ck about anything. A
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