The only time you lose is when you quit trying...
You need to protect your cheddar, kick the scripts (just weed man, why is that so hard), and find a good woman. And stop feeling so damn sorry for yourself with all them poor bastards starving over in Somalia.
Sorry excuse for a degenerate if you ask me
You need to protect your cheddar, kick the scripts (just weed man, why is that so hard), and find a good woman. And stop feeling so damn sorry for yourself with all them poor bastards starving over in Somalia.
Sorry excuse for a degenerate if you ask me
im 30. the last 10 years, 5 have been sober in AA, 5 have been off the wagon.
the last time i got sober i was 25. i got hooked up with up a job as a janitor.12.00 hr .. cleaning toilets, hey detox .. dude shit - go clean it. i didn't miss one day or show up late for 2 years. i took one week vacation to a nice spot each year.
then .. i got benefits, a raise .. 45k lots of bennies/time off, easier job ... etc ... made a few investments .... built my bank account up to $200,000.00
invested 150,000.00 of it. right away pretty much.
fell off the wagon.
28. credit card. dirty hustling abilities. drinking. went to vegas twice. drugs. perc 30's. cocaine. drinking. drinking. drugs. gambling.
not wise.
now ... i'm 30. i do not like the lifestyle that i have created. i liked it a lot better when it was simple. after a high like that there is obv a depression price to pay when you crash. sucks. i hate the way i feel. i hate the things i do. it makes me hate the person that i am.
only answer.
is the worst answer for a guy like me. NO NOTHING.no gambling, no drinking, no drugs, no booking, no dealing, no fucking nothing. get your fucking headout of your ass. be a man. be honest. go to aa. get sober.
im 30. the last 10 years, 5 have been sober in AA, 5 have been off the wagon.
the last time i got sober i was 25. i got hooked up with up a job as a janitor.12.00 hr .. cleaning toilets, hey detox .. dude shit - go clean it. i didn't miss one day or show up late for 2 years. i took one week vacation to a nice spot each year.
then .. i got benefits, a raise .. 45k lots of bennies/time off, easier job ... etc ... made a few investments .... built my bank account up to $200,000.00
invested 150,000.00 of it. right away pretty much.
fell off the wagon.
28. credit card. dirty hustling abilities. drinking. went to vegas twice. drugs. perc 30's. cocaine. drinking. drinking. drugs. gambling.
not wise.
now ... i'm 30. i do not like the lifestyle that i have created. i liked it a lot better when it was simple. after a high like that there is obv a depression price to pay when you crash. sucks. i hate the way i feel. i hate the things i do. it makes me hate the person that i am.
only answer.
is the worst answer for a guy like me. NO NOTHING.no gambling, no drinking, no drugs, no booking, no dealing, no fucking nothing. get your fucking headout of your ass. be a man. be honest. go to aa. get sober.
much appreciatted amd
much appreciatted amd
i agree .... but i need to stop everything. believe me i dont WANT to but i know im a better person when i do ... and i feel better about myself. thanks for stopping by
i agree .... but i need to stop everything. believe me i dont WANT to but i know im a better person when i do ... and i feel better about myself. thanks for stopping by
i like this place ... even though i wont be betting. i'll be around.
bol man if youre going through this ... it sucks!
i like this place ... even though i wont be betting. i'll be around.
bol man if youre going through this ... it sucks!
... i might. sometimes i like to talk on the internet about this shit. easier to be honest.
... i might. sometimes i like to talk on the internet about this shit. easier to be honest.
im 30. the last 10 years, 5 have been sober in AA, 5 have been off the wagon.
the last time i got sober i was 25. i got hooked up with up a job as a janitor.12.00 hr .. cleaning toilets, hey detox .. dude shit - go clean it. i didn't miss one day or show up late for 2 years. i took one week vacation to a nice spot each year.
then .. i got benefits, a raise .. 45k lots of bennies/time off, easier job ... etc ... made a few investments .... built my bank account up to $200,000.00
invested 150,000.00 of it. right away pretty much.
fell off the wagon.
28. credit card. dirty hustling abilities. drinking. went to vegas twice. drugs. perc 30's. cocaine. drinking. drinking. drugs. gambling.
not wise.
now ... i'm 30. i do not like the lifestyle that i have created. i liked it a lot better when it was simple. after a high like that there is obv a depression price to pay when you crash. sucks. i hate the way i feel. i hate the things i do. it makes me hate the person that i am.
only answer.
is the worst answer for a guy like me. NO NOTHING.no gambling, no drinking, no drugs, no booking, no dealing, no fucking nothing. get your fucking headout of your ass. be a man. be honest. go to aa. get sober.
im 30. the last 10 years, 5 have been sober in AA, 5 have been off the wagon.
the last time i got sober i was 25. i got hooked up with up a job as a janitor.12.00 hr .. cleaning toilets, hey detox .. dude shit - go clean it. i didn't miss one day or show up late for 2 years. i took one week vacation to a nice spot each year.
then .. i got benefits, a raise .. 45k lots of bennies/time off, easier job ... etc ... made a few investments .... built my bank account up to $200,000.00
invested 150,000.00 of it. right away pretty much.
fell off the wagon.
28. credit card. dirty hustling abilities. drinking. went to vegas twice. drugs. perc 30's. cocaine. drinking. drinking. drugs. gambling.
not wise.
now ... i'm 30. i do not like the lifestyle that i have created. i liked it a lot better when it was simple. after a high like that there is obv a depression price to pay when you crash. sucks. i hate the way i feel. i hate the things i do. it makes me hate the person that i am.
only answer.
is the worst answer for a guy like me. NO NOTHING.no gambling, no drinking, no drugs, no booking, no dealing, no fucking nothing. get your fucking headout of your ass. be a man. be honest. go to aa. get sober.
[Quote: Originally Posted by scsiegel89]
god damn man, I'm 22 and what you wrote sounds like the path I'm going down. I appreciate the insight because I'd like to try and not end up where you have (no offense brother). I appreciate your wisdom and posting this
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np man ... i saw that you hit me up ... im going to an aa meeting at 11 ... i'll send you a pm later in the day.
[Quote: Originally Posted by scsiegel89]
god damn man, I'm 22 and what you wrote sounds like the path I'm going down. I appreciate the insight because I'd like to try and not end up where you have (no offense brother). I appreciate your wisdom and posting this
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np man ... i saw that you hit me up ... im going to an aa meeting at 11 ... i'll send you a pm later in the day.
picking up 2 books today. funny you said that.
exercising would hel as well ... thanks mess
picking up 2 books today. funny you said that.
exercising would hel as well ... thanks mess
i will as a matter of fact ... just put it my phone because i have shit for brains.
thanks mess hope all is well with you
i will as a matter of fact ... just put it my phone because i have shit for brains.
thanks mess hope all is well with you
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