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To be perfectly honest Stu ....Ive seen your threads ...I dont think it has anything to do with age if you saturated yourself with drugs and alcohol and gambling . Drugs...I mean soft ...Hard ...Pill crushers ....I have came in enough girls but never ever . I know that you know what Im talking about .
Yeah, one good thing about covid is I did not to very much blow in 2020. Not a ton of drinking either. I needed a break. My addiction isn't the blow, or the liquor, it's the party itself. I'm a aging scene head. I've got a good life. Loving family, financial stability. I don't know what i'm chasing but I feel destined, cursed to chase it. There's something very tragic about an aging party animal. Covid has been a personal blessing in many ways.
Not sure if its the aging party animal is what you think the problem is ...it comes from yoiur inner chi ...high restless motor...like the guy that has 2 violins ...3 guitars ...2 pianos...2 karate outfits in the closet but the mind wouldnt let him focus enough to complete those tasks ...hopefully they are still there and were not sold for the peruvian flake 
@trainwreck66
I've got a piano. No guitars and shit. I have hobbies but nothing that the average dude wouldn't be doing. It is a restless motor thing. A Peter Pan thing. Like i'm trying to hold on to youth. I don't know. I fucking love to party though. Always have.
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