dude,once you got up to that high point why did you keep doing that??you were basically at a point where you could just make $500-$1000 bets comfortably and sustain a losing streak or make decent profit on a hot streak...i dont understand this mentality but i guess its that disease we all got...love to gamble...some just do it bigger than others.
It is call gambling and poor money management...
I wanted bit more to buy a car for my dad... Once lost you think you can get it back.... Lose 3 timed you chase etc...
What? You reloaded for another 2k despite having funds according to your first post?
This is some creative writing bs right here
Let me know if you're interested. and hopefully you dont take a personal loan take a break for now.