Today I found out that my mom has cancer and nothing else matters right now. My heart is broken. I spent the entire day in deep thought. Thinking of all she’s done for me and how I possibly never showed the gratitude that was deserved. Flashbacks of middle school, preparing lunch and helping with my home work. Giving me a few bucks when she can.
Everything is super important until you or someone you love is sick. Then you realize there was only ever one thing that was important, your health. I’m hurting so freaking badly right now.
This might not be the place to post this but I feel like getting it off my chest. I don’t have too many close relationships with relatives as I’ve found 98% of them to be fake and have negative energy around me. Just a few close friends, you can count on 1 hand.
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Today I found out that my mom has cancer and nothing else matters right now. My heart is broken. I spent the entire day in deep thought. Thinking of all she’s done for me and how I possibly never showed the gratitude that was deserved. Flashbacks of middle school, preparing lunch and helping with my home work. Giving me a few bucks when she can.
Everything is super important until you or someone you love is sick. Then you realize there was only ever one thing that was important, your health. I’m hurting so freaking badly right now.
This might not be the place to post this but I feel like getting it off my chest. I don’t have too many close relationships with relatives as I’ve found 98% of them to be fake and have negative energy around me. Just a few close friends, you can count on 1 hand.
Man hang in there and put your faith in God but believe in miracles and never lose the hope....My Wife has gone through breast cancer, loss a kidney to cancer and still not out of the woods But.......She's doing as good as can be and gets around better than me......I'm the black sheep of my family and after losing my Dad who was always on my side and not fake...I understand but live and be the best you can be in your heart and never worry what others think.....You just be there for your Mom and tell her what you told us....God opens our eyes in many ways as I have something in my life now something I don't understand but I turn over to God............No its not my worst year in football ever as you find out many things in life are much more important......Your Mom may be around 30 more yrs but let her know what you told us as that's the best medicine you can give her........The grass always looks greener on the other side but you're not alone so don't think you are.......I wish I could say or do more but when someone reaches out I believe in helping if I can......You hang in there and I'll take the time to say a Prayer for her and you................I'm proud to say I'm just a country boy and not good at writing but I speak from the heart!!! Knock!
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Man hang in there and put your faith in God but believe in miracles and never lose the hope....My Wife has gone through breast cancer, loss a kidney to cancer and still not out of the woods But.......She's doing as good as can be and gets around better than me......I'm the black sheep of my family and after losing my Dad who was always on my side and not fake...I understand but live and be the best you can be in your heart and never worry what others think.....You just be there for your Mom and tell her what you told us....God opens our eyes in many ways as I have something in my life now something I don't understand but I turn over to God............No its not my worst year in football ever as you find out many things in life are much more important......Your Mom may be around 30 more yrs but let her know what you told us as that's the best medicine you can give her........The grass always looks greener on the other side but you're not alone so don't think you are.......I wish I could say or do more but when someone reaches out I believe in helping if I can......You hang in there and I'll take the time to say a Prayer for her and you................I'm proud to say I'm just a country boy and not good at writing but I speak from the heart!!! Knock!
Find positive outlets to decompress . Workout get sun read books eat good build relationships with the very few people you do have. Those little things add up and make you strong. Godspeed to you and your mother
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Find positive outlets to decompress . Workout get sun read books eat good build relationships with the very few people you do have. Those little things add up and make you strong. Godspeed to you and your mother
sorry to hear that! be there for her in her time of need and I promise you as a now parent if you aren't, there's only one way to look at your children and I assure you she has never thought of anything about you except for the positive things. It's weird but that's how we view our children with such love and adoration, i'm sure you're being overly hard on yourself. Remember that regardless of circumstance you can show up every single day for your mom now and help her in her time of need. I think i once read a quote something like "How great the opportunity to care for those who first cared for us!" Very very sorry your mom is sick but you have today, and the next day and every single day you can talk to your mom just make the most of it while you can and hope for healing! God is a powerful god and I know he hears our prayers. Best of luck to you my friend!
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sorry to hear that! be there for her in her time of need and I promise you as a now parent if you aren't, there's only one way to look at your children and I assure you she has never thought of anything about you except for the positive things. It's weird but that's how we view our children with such love and adoration, i'm sure you're being overly hard on yourself. Remember that regardless of circumstance you can show up every single day for your mom now and help her in her time of need. I think i once read a quote something like "How great the opportunity to care for those who first cared for us!" Very very sorry your mom is sick but you have today, and the next day and every single day you can talk to your mom just make the most of it while you can and hope for healing! God is a powerful god and I know he hears our prayers. Best of luck to you my friend!
God Bless you and your Mother There is alternative ways to combat cancer that our ZOG government/medical system does not want us to know. If this link doesn't work let me know. https://www.banned.video/watch?id=647a1b85a6e3bb004561037c Also look up Dr. Group. He has a website and talks about fasting. Your body will scavenge itself for food and eat cancer cells
Makes sense go to a chiropractor for cancer treatment.
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Quote Originally Posted by TommyC22:
God Bless you and your Mother There is alternative ways to combat cancer that our ZOG government/medical system does not want us to know. If this link doesn't work let me know. https://www.banned.video/watch?id=647a1b85a6e3bb004561037c Also look up Dr. Group. He has a website and talks about fasting. Your body will scavenge itself for food and eat cancer cells
Makes sense go to a chiropractor for cancer treatment.
Don't beat yourself up about not appreciating her enough (or at least work to forgive yourself). l lost my Dad the day before xmas last year and the regrets I have for not spending more time w him have been eating at me ever since. You can at least spend time with her for now and appreciate her now. And thats all you can do about those regrets, is try to be better from them and change from them.
I wish you and your mom the best, take care bud
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Very sorry to hear this actionmagnet.
Don't beat yourself up about not appreciating her enough (or at least work to forgive yourself). l lost my Dad the day before xmas last year and the regrets I have for not spending more time w him have been eating at me ever since. You can at least spend time with her for now and appreciate her now. And thats all you can do about those regrets, is try to be better from them and change from them.
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