Sunday bases

if you play it right, the craps table is the best odds in the casino.  

Maybe I should just tail game hunter and hitch my wagon there ha.  Then I'm sure I will cause him to lose I bet ha.

Yeah I know that there casino that the odds are better than other games yeah.

Yep the black cat that is Tuck oh you are in trouble if I start tailing you ha.  Even Ray and those guys they would not let me know sometimes what they were on, they would be like Tuck you just make my games lose so I am not telling you okay ha.

you have to be disciplined when playing craps and have enough coin to get through the lows so you can press on the hot table... go on a heater

Yeah I am bi polar too so then if I get in a downswing it just spirals out of control and now I am older so I pass out from it now yeah at random times if I am not on the up mode.  Not sure if you guys know about the bi polar thing but you just have these huge highs and lows it is very strange.  Like I used to be able to stay on the big high for a long time, but now that I'm older I can't do it anymore I am on the lows most of the time.

Well unless you are bi polar you probably don't know what it is like the extreme highs and lows no.

Yeah my psychiatrist keeps giving me all these medications then sometimes I have tried to stay sober and see if they will work like I have done it, but they don't work and then I just resort to drinking everyday all day.  Yeah cuz I hear voices and I'm bi polar like I got everything working here ha.

Like I wish I wasn't so fuckked in the head like that I could work and own a house and get a chick and be fairly normal ya know, but there is no way I can.

Like the voices in my head are just impossible to deal with it is torture of the greatest magnitude oh it is so bad, like I can't not drink.  

Fuckk yeah like I would rather just wake up everyday and get beat up big time like destroyed by some dude than have the voices in my head.  Yeah that would be great just get punched in the face then go about my day ha ha.

does that qualify you for disability?

Oh and the torture bunker in Denver is coming ha ha.  That is great how these voices in my head tell me they are gonna come get me and take me to their torture bunker in Denver yep.  Oh I have heard all about the torture bunker and the blow torching they are gonna give me for 25 years unless I die previously to that ha.

I don't even know casino, but that may be my best option is somebody to give me disability really, have the government help me out, pay for my sorry azz to live.

Well and it all makes sense to me cuz well they could round up all my relatives here kill us all and make fuckking millions like a lot, and none of us are famous or anything so it would work stealing identities by knowing everything then just taking over ya know.  It isn't really crazy that it could happen I mean hell I don't know about it.  They talk to me about how they are gonna do it, and they could for sure.  Well I have relatives with a lot of money a couple lived right by Bo Pelini so that tells ya that money, now Bo moved away that bum ha.  Well my parents have a bunch too, then I have people in Chicago with a bunch.  Fuckk none of us are known though so it could all in theory work out for these hackers ha.  Well you wouldn't be able to steal like somebody famous no, cuz fuckk everybody would be like what you aren't George Clooney ha.  

Now isn't that all crazy?  Oh yeah now how could that be, but it be in my head oh yeah it be ha.

Fuckk I wonder like how much money were talkin here?  Like I don't have shitt ha, but all my relatives have a ton and none are famous so what I am saying makes sense about the virus I downloaded and the hackers coming to torture me and steal identities.

Okay yes it all sounds like this casino yes like this.But how could this be impossible it can't be, well I hear these voices in my head all the time, and I never used to like I have heard em only since I'm 32, so about 7 years ago.  They tell me all the time what they are doing, and there is hell I don't know how many millions plenty in the family if you just did this crap now like I don't have shitt no, but others do oh yeah.  Now I can't explain it all on here it would take me like fuckking easily 5 hours or more if I talked about the whole thing so nobody would understand from what little I have explained oh hell no no.  But don't they launch viruses hackers into everything nowadays?  I mean fuckk they make cars even go crazy now with viruses ha.  Then how could you not launch a virus from a computer into a brain?  Fuckk that could happen easily a brain is somewhat similar to a computer hell yeah it is, and how do people talk to me all the time now?  Fuckking how do they ha??????????  I mean I have no idea cuz I have read about schizophrenia and how people develop voices in their head and it doesn't happen at age fuckking 32 okay no no.  And I am not smart enough to have that disease no.  Like I won't go into huge details, but it is so fuckked like nobody has any idea about this thing I have, and I can't explain it on here like I said it would take me all damn day to explain the whole fuckking thing.  Oh and I have taken every kind of medication that is supposed to work for voices in your head and none do anything at all no no, they don't do shitt for me. 

I better go get a burrito ha ha.  My craziness here, yep Tuck's madness it is ha.  Well how do I hear these things in my head all the time?  I understand people hear voices in their head some people yeah, but how is it that I do and no medications do anything ha.  I mean I am not smart enough anyway to hear em, and yeah everybody that hears voices is like super smart genius motherfuckkers they aren't stupid like me ha.

do you have a usb port built into your brain?  

Ha I don't know casino maybe I do.  Like isn't it fuckking strange though how people talk to me all the time in my head?  Now don't laugh at me ha, I am just a bit crazy is all no big deal.

Like my mind is wide open ya know I don't constrain myself to anything.  Fuckk anything can happen including me winning in Vegas or the damn torture bunker for 25 years ha ha, well I don't rule out anything I hear about in my fuckking head that is for sure ha.  Well if I hear it then it can happen is my thinking yeah.  I really don't want the torture bunker though it sounds just like these people are just pure evil and the blow torch to my dickk and everything oh no I don't want that.  Would rather be in jail oh yeah.

Blow torch to,your dickk might fix those ED problems

I mean just think for a minute how far technology has come okay?  Think now your in 1960 and somebody says yeah there will be computers everywhere and internet and people will be hacking into cars and making them go crash and shitt oh yeah.  Then you would say well you sir are crazy, and what the fuckk is the internet?  What?