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Played in a 50k tourney tonight. 648 people, top 63 paid. $50 buy in. $12,500 1st place.
Chip leader for most of the first hour. Blinds get large etc and small stack for much of the low 100's and 90's. 72 people left and I get AQ suited. Blinds are 600-1200, just like my last post. 9k+ in front of me, middle position
Raise to 3100. Bigger stack (40k?) puts me all in. Pot committed, hopefully im live, flush possibilities and 2300 already in the pot before any bets...I call the AI
Guy shows A10 clubs
Flop: AJ5rainbow
Turn: 10 (OF FUCKING COURSE) 
River: nonsense
Knocked out 72.....so freakin brutal, then a measily 5 mins later its down to 63. Would have been over 21k etc.
Its not so much that I got knocked out and didnt make $, but its these stupid beats. This is the 2nd time so close to the money that im an 88% favorite and BOTH TIMES the hands CANT HOLD....I am so sick of cards right now I need a break.
The winds are completely out of my sails. I know sometimes its just not your day, but this is twice in a row so close to the money and with a chance to make some noise....I need therapy 
