Asking for acceptance

blueberry even through the hard times here you have always been a positive beam of light that shone through the darkness.  Here is a tune for you blueberry.  This MC Ren album use to trigger week long benders for me so tread lightly if you tread at all.......

One False Move

Proto I used to have benders twice a month to this album so I know exactly where you are coming from.

I am just glad to be able to see my friend Proto come of age and possibly start seeing some light at the end of the tunnel.  I see that shooting the dirt on covers has been a positive part of your life these past few weeks and I'm excited to see the progress we can make in the near future.

I see big things for you and your bankroll Proto, I really do.  You always hook us up with the quality tunes, so I will do fhe same for you.

I think if you listen to this song, you will be affected by it's positivity.  This is a song for you Protostar

Proto's Song

blueberry's that song has the right intentions but not quite my style.  I knew I needed to be sceptical of you for a good reason. 

The important thing is the bankroll though blueberry.  You need to follow my picks closely because I won't be making many but when I make them there is a lot at stake including the new paint on the wall.

Cheers brother.  Lollipops too.

I can see Russia from here.

Protostar you don't need to be skeptical of me at all.  It hurts me to think that you would even think of your old pal equalblueberries in that light.

Here is another song for you that is probably more to your taste.  I think this song also has a positive message that we can all learn from.  Good luck and god bless you Protostar

The World is Protostars

Ok, well good luck and join a sports league or something so you can let out energy? Or try some push-ups.

blueberry you hit a nerve from the past with this one.  Halftime, NY State of Mind, memory lane, and my favorite...

Life's a B****, then you die

Then that dufus Nas never released another halfway decent album.  Blueberry you are back on my best friends list, we can make it together.  We can get through life together with each other's shoulder to cry on.  OK?

Now I'm furious.  I want to be blueberry's friend but cant figure out how.  Its brought me to my knees.

 

 

How did you meet your wife by the way and how did you supposedly keep her?

she has a cack

i mean he

illmatic

Proto we're the best of friends.  Nothing to have to figure out.  Don't listen to the haters.  We can and shall make it together

'mos...

Im still laughing my ass off at that lollipops and rainbows song. This has to be headed for the archives. Heading of the thread could be something like:Gather round all you flamers, this brought me to my knees with kneepads on.

As scary as participation in this thread may is, I will come in and shoot some dirt......Illmatic is a great album....probably one of the top five rap albums of all time.

Here's a jam to shoot dirt over a little less mainstream...
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4sW3jJuVDg&feature=related

Thread is a Fu#$ing classic...       

ProtoStar ... a true covers legend 

Is "dirt" street for heroin?

Oh yeah, this is going to end well...

you my friend are a raving lunatic ....

Sad to hear that you were upset by my calling you out. I was so upset that you were upset that my cat and plants got upset and then my car must have heard it and got upset because it did not want to come out of the gargage and drive me to Burger King. I go there when my gut is sad and lonely and looking for ground up cows to consume. Then when I'm done my stomach gets upset which makes me upset then when I get home my cat and plants see that I'm upset again and they get upset by the smell I leave in the toilet. So I yell at my neighbors to turn that funky music down white boy and he looks at me like I'm an outcast and they get upset with me as well. I figured it was best to just shoot them but did not want to make the police upset by acting on my low state of emotional distress.

I hope you don't get too upset when I tell you that I don't use or recommend the use of credit cards for gambling. I use hard cash to fund my accounts and make my wagers.

It upsets me also that you don't like my shooting the dirt with you. If I intended to make you upset I would not have shot at the dirt. I meerly was hoping to free you from this false character that you have created here. You can imagine a wife, having money and a life but you can't imagine yourself as being the happy  lucky guy that you so long to be. I'm sure your feelings of being upset are wholeheartedly lifted when you think of resting your head on your imaginary friends shoulders and hugging away your blues with them.

If this upsets you that would be a shame. Just admit what you are and be honest with yourself and others. Then you can float away to your imaginary field of dreams as the long lost 19 year old dude you claim you once were. I'm sure you'll find many friends that will bring you to your knees if you'ld just open up a little more to the world and everyone here on Covers.

And you won 3 in a row... wow...

I'm upset that you suck so bad at gambling and no one has told you what a fuck up you sound like here....

...now my cat and plants are upset again... see what you did.

 

Proto my man if you are not bullshitting everyone i have so more advice. When you get ahead on you betting you have to set win limits. Try to make 20% on your money a month and when you do take out 10% repeat this process every month. If you keep on compulsivly gambling try to hit 20x original bankroll you odds are next to nothing no matter how good a capper you are! Beat of luck and forget about the past

Well its all over boys.  If you look at my plays, I bet the Jazz on the +9.  I thought the game would be close but then in reality I bet the entire 1K on the Heat ML.  The loss sent me into a state that I can only describe as indescribable. 

Another hole in wall underneath a picture hiding one I put on the same area a year ago, threw my cell phone as hard as I can against the wall and shattered it.  Threw the cable controller as hard as I could into the hall and shattered it.  Screaming, hollering, it was particularly hard because I knew that was the end.  I'm flat broke now and will not be able to gamble for years. 

If you saw the game, Millsap hit like 12 3 pointers after going 2 for 20 the whole season.  I think he had 50 points.  Miami was up by like 15-20 until the 4th quarter.  Then Miami missed so many free throws down the stretch.  Utah did not miss 1.  Then no box out on the missed 3 by Utah to win the game, they get the rebound and put it in to send it to overtime.  Darren Williams had fouled out so no chance they win in OT right?  Negative, my tonsils are still bleeding and I think the neighbors called the police from the screaming.

That game sums up my life in a nutshell boys.  So close yet no dice. 

I'm not worth my salt.  Shooting the dirt doesnt help now, pain is all I know.

I've lost 10 pounds in 2 days.  I can't sleep, when I fall asleep I wake right up in a rage.  Its bad boys, I can't describe this feeling that wont go away.  Shoot the dirt if you want I will try to type later.  I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.