My deepest sympathy to you .
There is only three quotes i find any meaning i will share one. Tim Mckveigh was going to us this as his last words and changed his mind. It was written by William Henley after he had part of his leg chopped with some disease his only famous work.
Out of the night that covers me
Black as a pit from pole to pole
I thank whatever god maybe for my unconquered soul
In the fell clutch of circumstance i have not winced or cried out loud
under the bludgeonings of chance
my head is bloody but unbowed
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
looms nothing but the horrors of the shade
and yet the menace of they years
finds and shall find me unafraid
It matters not how straight the gate
how charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul