Ive won 32K over 10 months, avg about $3,200/month right? Not nearly enough to be "ballin" but with my trucking account covering my house payment its a nice chunk of change each month considering I get to stay home all day with my kid as opposed to driving an 18 wheeler in Southern Calif traffic all day, like I used to. My point is this, Iook below at the month by month results and how volatile it is. Its nowhere near avg 3,200/month, its all over the board.
May 2008 - (+$2,402)
June 2008 - (+$3,012)
July 2008 - (+$2,893)
August 2008 - (+$7,475)
September 2008 - (+$4,805)
October 2008 - (+$1,095)
November 2008 - (+$329)
December 2008 - (+$2.643)
January 2009 - (+$996)
February 2009 - (+$5,915)
See now most "rigged" guys would have thrown in the towel after my mediocre October and BRUTAL November. But you have to realize that after my awesome August and September I had to deal with a bit of variance. I read one time that "your edge ois never as big as you think it is" meaning dont ever think youre gonna kick ass day in and day out. There are peaks and valleys in this game and how you handle the valleys is what defines you as a player. Do you keep grinding and get thru it and get back to winning? Or do you praise poker when youre running good then start pointing fingers and blaming the sites when youre running bad? Thats the question