779476 | $ 2000.00 | EUR/JPY | 16:58 05/06/13 | 129.724 | 17:30 05/06/13 |
779476 | $ 2000.00 | EUR/JPY | 16:58 05/06/13 | 129.724 | 17:30 05/06/13 |
779476 | $ 2000.00 | EUR/JPY | 16:58 05/06/13 | 129.724 | 17:30 05/06/13 | 129.785 | $ 3420.00 |
779476 | $ 2000.00 | EUR/JPY | 16:58 05/06/13 | 129.724 | 17:30 05/06/13 |
779476 | $ 2000.00 | EUR/JPY | 16:58 05/06/13 | 129.724 | 17:30 05/06/13 | 129.785 | $ 3420.00 |
Thanks for kind words Talon. I appreciate the effort invested in your message. The only reason I posted those trades was for them to be consistent with me posting all trades no matter what. And yes - I would post them anyways if they'd lose and would have different interpretation as "stay away from my picks. Period". The posit of posting them after they won is - Although I am on a winning path - still stay away from my trades as I am still not sure how happened whatever happened to me before. Therefore do not be tempted to follow my trades because not only few consecutive wins but more than a few (including privates) because until I won't be absolutely sure I will find out the exact reason for the lapse I had - following me may be dangerous for your pockets!. That is and was my message.
If you'll read again the opening line of my post #545 - you'll understand that opposed to what you said in your second sentence ("So since you have those two private trades here and didn't make them public originally, you expect people here to follow you, correct?"). So even there's a slight miscommunication between our posts - I still get your meaning and appreciate it
The reason I am being careful is not to avoid anyone's claims since no one ever expressed any disappointment even after I lost (I received only support correspondence) - but because I know that I do have a serious following and mostly was sorry for all those people who put their trust in my skills were literally obliterated of their recent winnings because of that blind following which I may have contributed to by my integrity even more than by my skills.
I know the last sentence sounds awkward but I mean exactly what I wrote
Thanks for kind words Talon. I appreciate the effort invested in your message. The only reason I posted those trades was for them to be consistent with me posting all trades no matter what. And yes - I would post them anyways if they'd lose and would have different interpretation as "stay away from my picks. Period". The posit of posting them after they won is - Although I am on a winning path - still stay away from my trades as I am still not sure how happened whatever happened to me before. Therefore do not be tempted to follow my trades because not only few consecutive wins but more than a few (including privates) because until I won't be absolutely sure I will find out the exact reason for the lapse I had - following me may be dangerous for your pockets!. That is and was my message.
If you'll read again the opening line of my post #545 - you'll understand that opposed to what you said in your second sentence ("So since you have those two private trades here and didn't make them public originally, you expect people here to follow you, correct?"). So even there's a slight miscommunication between our posts - I still get your meaning and appreciate it
The reason I am being careful is not to avoid anyone's claims since no one ever expressed any disappointment even after I lost (I received only support correspondence) - but because I know that I do have a serious following and mostly was sorry for all those people who put their trust in my skills were literally obliterated of their recent winnings because of that blind following which I may have contributed to by my integrity even more than by my skills.
I know the last sentence sounds awkward but I mean exactly what I wrote
779265 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:15 05/06/13 | 129.896 | 19:30 05/06/13 |
779265 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:15 05/06/13 | 129.896 | 19:30 05/06/13 | 129.640 | $ 50.00 |
779265 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:15 05/06/13 | 129.896 | 19:30 05/06/13 |
779265 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:15 05/06/13 | 129.896 | 19:30 05/06/13 | 129.640 | $ 50.00 |
779268 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:16 05/06/13 | 129.844 | 19:30 05/06/13 |
779268 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:16 05/06/13 | 129.844 | 19:30 05/06/13 | 129.640 | $ 50.00 |
779268 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:16 05/06/13 | 129.844 | 19:30 05/06/13 |
779268 | $ 1,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 13:16 05/06/13 | 129.844 | 19:30 05/06/13 | 129.640 | $ 50.00 |
779570 | $ 4,500.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:26 05/06/13 | 129.576 | 20:00 05/06/13 |
779570 | $ 4,500.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:26 05/06/13 | 129.576 | 20:00 05/06/13 | 129.582 | $ 7695.00 |
779570 | $ 4,500.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:26 05/06/13 | 129.576 | 20:00 05/06/13 |
779570 | $ 4,500.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:26 05/06/13 | 129.576 | 20:00 05/06/13 | 129.582 | $ 7695.00 |
779592 | $ 5,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:49 05/06/13 | 129.479 | 20:00 05/06/13 |
779592 | $ 5,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:49 05/06/13 | 129.479 | 20:00 05/06/13 | 129.582 | $ 8550.00 |
779592 | $ 5,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:49 05/06/13 | 129.479 | 20:00 05/06/13 |
779592 | $ 5,000.00 | EUR/JPY | 19:49 05/06/13 | 129.479 | 20:00 05/06/13 | 129.582 | $ 8550.00 |
+10765$ today and still warning is due as I need few days to overcome my greed for wins and beat my ego before I can say I can be followed again. Let me come to terms with myself regarding those dismal days at the end of the May and the beginning of June. One thing is clear to me that Middling efforts for destructive for me but even worse - I chased. And I am not sure I'm totally detoxed of that chasing "chemical agent" in my system.
So let me recap - After losing a little fortune in terms of a middle income average western world family - I am certain that the combination of 3 factors have caused the demise:
1. Overconfidence following recent day wins in the last week of May which have driven profits into double digits here and over 20K overall. I was thinking of withdrawing a considerable sum (like 25K - show off+ego problem) and wanted to end the month on a high note. I sinned to what I preach - every day begins with 0-0. I betrayed my own principles. The punishment was instant.
2.After seeing that the first trades work fine - I saw one trade going sore and immediately chased it masking it as a middling effort. Since that was not really a middling effort and the reasoning was not there - the loss has doubled itself. This is when I became so mad at myself that forgot all the rules I've been advocating and it again backfired instantly at me.
3. At this stage I lost the control and started to chase like an idiot who never betted on sports before or traded, like someone who would make to laugh all day. At this stage my inner voice was playing Bobby Browns' "My prerogative" (this is my money - I made it and I'll do with it what I want) and that is the scariest part since I forgot I had followers and for them that money had a significance may be more than for me (I had a war with my ego not allowing me to be a loser even for one single day).
So, to sum it up - I can see my trading from side and criticize it because I know I can't repeat that horror show again and I know some of may think - well that is trading - and they may be right. But what I did was not trading in my eyes but a battle to maintain myself as a hero for the masses. Stupid of me. No more. Let this winning day be a chance to regain my confidence step by step and not to repeat what happened. The true test I hope will never come - and that is the series of losses. Only then I will be able to see if I also walk the walk and not only talk the talk. I also wanna thank Monster Killer here for talking to me on skype for hours yesterday and today in effort to balance my overall attitude towards what happened and put the things in right proportions
+10765$ today and still warning is due as I need few days to overcome my greed for wins and beat my ego before I can say I can be followed again. Let me come to terms with myself regarding those dismal days at the end of the May and the beginning of June. One thing is clear to me that Middling efforts for destructive for me but even worse - I chased. And I am not sure I'm totally detoxed of that chasing "chemical agent" in my system.
So let me recap - After losing a little fortune in terms of a middle income average western world family - I am certain that the combination of 3 factors have caused the demise:
1. Overconfidence following recent day wins in the last week of May which have driven profits into double digits here and over 20K overall. I was thinking of withdrawing a considerable sum (like 25K - show off+ego problem) and wanted to end the month on a high note. I sinned to what I preach - every day begins with 0-0. I betrayed my own principles. The punishment was instant.
2.After seeing that the first trades work fine - I saw one trade going sore and immediately chased it masking it as a middling effort. Since that was not really a middling effort and the reasoning was not there - the loss has doubled itself. This is when I became so mad at myself that forgot all the rules I've been advocating and it again backfired instantly at me.
3. At this stage I lost the control and started to chase like an idiot who never betted on sports before or traded, like someone who would make to laugh all day. At this stage my inner voice was playing Bobby Browns' "My prerogative" (this is my money - I made it and I'll do with it what I want) and that is the scariest part since I forgot I had followers and for them that money had a significance may be more than for me (I had a war with my ego not allowing me to be a loser even for one single day).
So, to sum it up - I can see my trading from side and criticize it because I know I can't repeat that horror show again and I know some of may think - well that is trading - and they may be right. But what I did was not trading in my eyes but a battle to maintain myself as a hero for the masses. Stupid of me. No more. Let this winning day be a chance to regain my confidence step by step and not to repeat what happened. The true test I hope will never come - and that is the series of losses. Only then I will be able to see if I also walk the walk and not only talk the talk. I also wanna thank Monster Killer here for talking to me on skype for hours yesterday and today in effort to balance my overall attitude towards what happened and put the things in right proportions
+10765$ today and still warning is due as I need few days to overcome my greed for wins and beat my ego before I can say I can be followed again. Let me come to terms with myself regarding those dismal days at the end of the May and the beginning of June. One thing is clear to me that Middling efforts for destructive for me but even worse - I chased. And I am not sure I'm totally detoxed of that chasing "chemical agent" in my system.
So let me recap - After losing a little fortune in terms of a middle income average western world family - I am certain that the combination of 3 factors have caused the demise:
1. Overconfidence following recent day wins in the last week of May which have driven profits into double digits here and over 20K overall. I was thinking of withdrawing a considerable sum (like 25K - show off+ego problem) and wanted to end the month on a high note. I sinned to what I preach - every day begins with 0-0. I betrayed my own principles. The punishment was instant.
2.After seeing that the first trades work fine - I saw one trade going sore and immediately chased it masking it as a middling effort. Since that was not really a middling effort and the reasoning was not there - the loss has doubled itself. This is when I became so mad at myself that forgot all the rules I've been advocating and it again backfired instantly at me.
3. At this stage I lost the control and started to chase like an idiot who never betted on sports before or traded, like someone who would make to laugh all day. At this stage my inner voice was playing Bobby Browns' "My prerogative" (this is my money - I made it and I'll do with it what I want) and that is the scariest part since I forgot I had followers and for them that money had a significance may be more than for me (I had a war with my ego not allowing me to be a loser even for one single day).
So, to sum it up - I can see my trading from side and criticize it because I know I can't repeat that horror show again and I know some of may think - well that is trading - and they may be right. But what I did was not trading in my eyes but a battle to maintain myself as a hero for the masses. Stupid of me. No more. Let this winning day be a chance to regain my confidence step by step and not to repeat what happened. The true test I hope will never come - and that is the series of losses. Only then I will be able to see if I also walk the walk and not only talk the talk. I also wanna thank Monster Killer here for talking to me on skype for hours yesterday and today in effort to balance my overall attitude towards what happened and put the things in right proportions
+10765$ today and still warning is due as I need few days to overcome my greed for wins and beat my ego before I can say I can be followed again. Let me come to terms with myself regarding those dismal days at the end of the May and the beginning of June. One thing is clear to me that Middling efforts for destructive for me but even worse - I chased. And I am not sure I'm totally detoxed of that chasing "chemical agent" in my system.
So let me recap - After losing a little fortune in terms of a middle income average western world family - I am certain that the combination of 3 factors have caused the demise:
1. Overconfidence following recent day wins in the last week of May which have driven profits into double digits here and over 20K overall. I was thinking of withdrawing a considerable sum (like 25K - show off+ego problem) and wanted to end the month on a high note. I sinned to what I preach - every day begins with 0-0. I betrayed my own principles. The punishment was instant.
2.After seeing that the first trades work fine - I saw one trade going sore and immediately chased it masking it as a middling effort. Since that was not really a middling effort and the reasoning was not there - the loss has doubled itself. This is when I became so mad at myself that forgot all the rules I've been advocating and it again backfired instantly at me.
3. At this stage I lost the control and started to chase like an idiot who never betted on sports before or traded, like someone who would make to laugh all day. At this stage my inner voice was playing Bobby Browns' "My prerogative" (this is my money - I made it and I'll do with it what I want) and that is the scariest part since I forgot I had followers and for them that money had a significance may be more than for me (I had a war with my ego not allowing me to be a loser even for one single day).
So, to sum it up - I can see my trading from side and criticize it because I know I can't repeat that horror show again and I know some of may think - well that is trading - and they may be right. But what I did was not trading in my eyes but a battle to maintain myself as a hero for the masses. Stupid of me. No more. Let this winning day be a chance to regain my confidence step by step and not to repeat what happened. The true test I hope will never come - and that is the series of losses. Only then I will be able to see if I also walk the walk and not only talk the talk. I also wanna thank Monster Killer here for talking to me on skype for hours yesterday and today in effort to balance my overall attitude towards what happened and put the things in right proportions
+10765$ today and still warning is due as I need few days to overcome my greed for wins and beat my ego before I can say I can be followed again. Let me come to terms with myself regarding those dismal days at the end of the May and the beginning of June. One thing is clear to me that Middling efforts for destructive for me but even worse - I chased. And I am not sure I'm totally detoxed of that chasing "chemical agent" in my system.
So let me recap - After losing a little fortune in terms of a middle income average western world family - I am certain that the combination of 3 factors have caused the demise:
1. Overconfidence following recent day wins in the last week of May which have driven profits into double digits here and over 20K overall. I was thinking of withdrawing a considerable sum (like 25K - show off+ego problem) and wanted to end the month on a high note. I sinned to what I preach - every day begins with 0-0. I betrayed my own principles. The punishment was instant.
2.After seeing that the first trades work fine - I saw one trade going sore and immediately chased it masking it as a middling effort. Since that was not really a middling effort and the reasoning was not there - the loss has doubled itself. This is when I became so mad at myself that forgot all the rules I've been advocating and it again backfired instantly at me.
3. At this stage I lost the control and started to chase like an idiot who never betted on sports before or traded, like someone who would make to laugh all day. At this stage my inner voice was playing Bobby Browns' "My prerogative" (this is my money - I made it and I'll do with it what I want) and that is the scariest part since I forgot I had followers and for them that money had a significance may be more than for me (I had a war with my ego not allowing me to be a loser even for one single day).
So, to sum it up - I can see my trading from side and criticize it because I know I can't repeat that horror show again and I know some of may think - well that is trading - and they may be right. But what I did was not trading in my eyes but a battle to maintain myself as a hero for the masses. Stupid of me. No more. Let this winning day be a chance to regain my confidence step by step and not to repeat what happened. The true test I hope will never come - and that is the series of losses. Only then I will be able to see if I also walk the walk and not only talk the talk. I also wanna thank Monster Killer here for talking to me on skype for hours yesterday and today in effort to balance my overall attitude towards what happened and put the things in right proportions
+10765$ today and still warning is due as I need few days to overcome my greed for wins and beat my ego before I can say I can be followed again. Let me come to terms with myself regarding those dismal days at the end of the May and the beginning of June. One thing is clear to me that Middling efforts for destructive for me but even worse - I chased. And I am not sure I'm totally detoxed of that chasing "chemical agent" in my system.
So let me recap - After losing a little fortune in terms of a middle income average western world family - I am certain that the combination of 3 factors have caused the demise:
1. Overconfidence following recent day wins in the last week of May which have driven profits into double digits here and over 20K overall. I was thinking of withdrawing a considerable sum (like 25K - show off+ego problem) and wanted to end the month on a high note. I sinned to what I preach - every day begins with 0-0. I betrayed my own principles. The punishment was instant.
2.After seeing that the first trades work fine - I saw one trade going sore and immediately chased it masking it as a middling effort. Since that was not really a middling effort and the reasoning was not there - the loss has doubled itself. This is when I became so mad at myself that forgot all the rules I've been advocating and it again backfired instantly at me.
3. At this stage I lost the control and started to chase like an idiot who never betted on sports before or traded, like someone who would make to laugh all day. At this stage my inner voice was playing Bobby Browns' "My prerogative" (this is my money - I made it and I'll do with it what I want) and that is the scariest part since I forgot I had followers and for them that money had a significance may be more than for me (I had a war with my ego not allowing me to be a loser even for one single day).
So, to sum it up - I can see my trading from side and criticize it because I know I can't repeat that horror show again and I know some of may think - well that is trading - and they may be right. But what I did was not trading in my eyes but a battle to maintain myself as a hero for the masses. Stupid of me. No more. Let this winning day be a chance to regain my confidence step by step and not to repeat what happened. The true test I hope will never come - and that is the series of losses. Only then I will be able to see if I also walk the walk and not only talk the talk. I also wanna thank Monster Killer here for talking to me on skype for hours yesterday and today in effort to balance my overall attitude towards what happened and put the things in right proportions
780532 | $ 2,000.00 | EUR/USD | 12:20 06/06/13 | 1.32671 | 12:50 06/06/13 |
780532 | $ 2,000.00 | EUR/USD | 12:20 06/06/13 | 1.32671 | 12:50 06/06/13 | 1.32591 | $ 100.00 |
780532 | $ 2,000.00 | EUR/USD | 12:20 06/06/13 | 1.32671 | 12:50 06/06/13 |
780532 | $ 2,000.00 | EUR/USD | 12:20 06/06/13 | 1.32671 | 12:50 06/06/13 | 1.32591 | $ 100.00 |
780535 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32567 | 12:50 06/06/13 |
780535 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32567 | 12:50 06/06/13 | 1.32591 | $ 4450.00 |
780535 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32567 | 12:50 06/06/13 |
780535 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32567 | 12:50 06/06/13 | 1.32591 | $ 4450.00 |
780534 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32568 | 12:50 06/06/13 |
780534 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32568 | 12:50 06/06/13 | 1.32591 | $ 4450.00 |
780534 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32568 | 12:50 06/06/13 |
780534 | $ 2,500.00 | EUR/USD | 12:21 06/06/13 | 1.32568 | 12:50 06/06/13 | 1.32591 | $ 4450.00 |
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