In a nutshell, I was seriously in love with this girl whilst in college. About once a month for the last three years I leave her a message of how beautiful she is and all that shit. I even told my wife that she is my one time girl. Ya know the one person who can sleep with without a problem? She used to wake me up every morning for school. She was 18 and I was 24. She told me her deepest darkest secrets. Well I couldn't find her for 14-15 years. Ran into her about 7 years ago hugged her and wished her well. She turned into a total 1,000% lesbian.
She now lives in Cal. I live in Jersey. One time after the school season ended (college) I hitchhicked up there about 30 miles to take her out to dinner. After dinner she said we will watch a movie in her bedroom while no one was home. Having no idea I just laid there in bed with my fucking dreamgirl and didnt try anything. I was to shy or nervous. I have had over 50 woman but this one I truly loved. I loved everything about her. This was b4 she turned total les. On the way home when she drove me she asked why I didnt try anything on her. Well I have thought about this for 15 years. Almost once or twice a week.
She emailed me the other day and flat out asked me when she comes back to visit family in Jersey (same town I moved to her town by coincidence.) if I would have a one night fling wit her. I emailed back and said im not sure. I still really have a soft spot for her. She is still so beautiful. I asked why me? She told me that I was the only guy to ever treat her like a true lady and not for her sex. I told her any guy who love to fuck her but she doesnt want her live in girlfriend to find out So the bottom line is she wants to have intercourse with me and im really seriously mentally torn up about this. This was a girl I was almost obssesed with while going to college. She told me she still remembers all the time she woke up with a woody. She regrets not doing it back then and she wants to know what a guy feels like again. She said she misses it once in a while.
She is coming in November. I think she said Nov for thank giving. What in the hell am I going to do. Yes I love my wife but like every marriage sex in quite boring sometimes. But thats not even the point. The point is she was my dreamgirl back i n the day and now I have a chance to nail her. Something I should have done fifteen years ago.,
How would you feel if your wife slept with a man surrounding exactly the same circumstances?