Asking for acceptance

ProtoStar, go back and read your last few post, you was not depressed you where teaching, or explaining things about the bible. Forgetting you where depressed without a mention in some post. Then you ended it with this last post, putting yourself down again.

It was like when you felt you was finished explaining or teaching which ever you want to call it, you was not complete anymore and got bored again. My meaning is if talking about the bible helps you forget the things that makes you down, teach the bible it could be your calling.

Oh god, here we go again.

Get on an airplane and travel overseas. India, Africa, Central America etc.....  walk the streets for a few days and get back to us about your little drug problems, depression and regrets.

You have a roof over your head, some hot food, heat and you're safe. Move on.

Pleaaaaase.

I'm very well versed on depression. It is almost as tangible as a broken leg but requires more lengthy diagnosis for full recovery. You are clean and on a cycle correct?

"we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year"

pick some winners

I knew someone that built a small church in his back yard, 10x20 and got a license to be a ministery. Then he became tax free...

Point is, start a cult of depression people. There's sure to be people just like you that will come together, and you might could even help somebody and feel great about doing something positive.

Get some big speakers and a permit, go somewhere that makes you comfitable and let it rip. Once you surround yourself with friends, and people that look up to you. You both will feel better.

Oh say, don't forget about passing the plate around. People who think you are special and helping them will give back in return. But have some meaning, don't do it just for the money.

believe or not its an individual choice...just because someone does not thats their problem...keep your horseshit views to yourself...

church aint got nothing to do with being an asshole with no morals...