It kind of sounds like an alcohol withdrawl too....
It kind of sounds like an alcohol withdrawl too....
Can't sleep. I hate this fucking feeling. I'll be up all night.
Getting sober/staying sober is bananas.
Sandals, i hope you didn't take that the wrong way. I just disagreed.
I was just giving an honest answer. It wasn't advice. I was told by doctors that if I continued to drink, it would behoove me too maintain a lean diet because the pancreas produces the enzymes to break down fat. I am not an 'alky' in my eyes - I am never drunk, but I can handle more booze than some people. I am a great father and good friend to many. I have weighed the actions of my life, and believe I am worthy of happiness. I was just trying to let someone know that, if you can't stop drinking, or choose not to - then watch out for your pancreas in the ways I stated. I realize that you retracted a bit, but you responded a bit angrily. I can see how your personality is struggling with frustrations - you seem to be a really nice guy at the core, but you aren't being the real you. It's hard man - the real you probably wants a cocktail, but by blocking out your pleasure seeking, a guy can't help but block out other parts of himself too.
Can't sleep. I hate this fucking feeling. I'll be up all night.
Getting sober/staying sober is bananas.
Sandals, i hope you didn't take that the wrong way. I just disagreed.
I was just giving an honest answer. It wasn't advice. I was told by doctors that if I continued to drink, it would behoove me too maintain a lean diet because the pancreas produces the enzymes to break down fat. I am not an 'alky' in my eyes - I am never drunk, but I can handle more booze than some people. I am a great father and good friend to many. I have weighed the actions of my life, and believe I am worthy of happiness. I was just trying to let someone know that, if you can't stop drinking, or choose not to - then watch out for your pancreas in the ways I stated. I realize that you retracted a bit, but you responded a bit angrily. I can see how your personality is struggling with frustrations - you seem to be a really nice guy at the core, but you aren't being the real you. It's hard man - the real you probably wants a cocktail, but by blocking out your pleasure seeking, a guy can't help but block out other parts of himself too.
it's terrible to have to go to pure abstinence. I spent 16 days in the hospital with acute pancreatitis 2 yrs ago. I went 2 months w/out any booze, then fell off the wagon at my brother's wedding. I have drank everyday since then, but I maintain a low fat diet to make up the difference for my pancreas. I also have been thru the opiates and methadone and now suboxen. I limit my dose of suboxen to less than half of what I am prescribed. I drink and take suboxen daily and have never been more content, happy, and grounded and fulfilled and healthy. I know this is an abhorrent post to some of you, but I just want to point out that our minds can be stretched in ways that permit co-habitation with our bodies. I know it is not for all, but turning into a raving stoic can slowly erase one's soul just like substance abuse can erode the body. It's a gamble - we are not immortal, our days are finite, and if substances enhance the experience our souls go through for the better, well - then it is more difficult than just quit altogether or die. Life is soulful as much as bodiful at least.
I am sober while typing this, and I stand behind these thoughts wholeheartedly. Good Luck to any brave soul who contemplates the effects of their perception, emotion, and existence beyond the mundane teachings of mass morality.
if you're an alky/addict ...... the blue part will turn on you. that's a promise.
It's nice when its working though.
it's terrible to have to go to pure abstinence. I spent 16 days in the hospital with acute pancreatitis 2 yrs ago. I went 2 months w/out any booze, then fell off the wagon at my brother's wedding. I have drank everyday since then, but I maintain a low fat diet to make up the difference for my pancreas. I also have been thru the opiates and methadone and now suboxen. I limit my dose of suboxen to less than half of what I am prescribed. I drink and take suboxen daily and have never been more content, happy, and grounded and fulfilled and healthy. I know this is an abhorrent post to some of you, but I just want to point out that our minds can be stretched in ways that permit co-habitation with our bodies. I know it is not for all, but turning into a raving stoic can slowly erase one's soul just like substance abuse can erode the body. It's a gamble - we are not immortal, our days are finite, and if substances enhance the experience our souls go through for the better, well - then it is more difficult than just quit altogether or die. Life is soulful as much as bodiful at least.
I am sober while typing this, and I stand behind these thoughts wholeheartedly. Good Luck to any brave soul who contemplates the effects of their perception, emotion, and existence beyond the mundane teachings of mass morality.
if you're an alky/addict ...... the blue part will turn on you. that's a promise.
It's nice when its working though.
Sandals, i was completely sober for 3.5 years. It was the hardest thing i ever did but there were times that i was so content i can't describe it.
As painful as it is for an alky/addict to stay sober .... it is also that rewarding on the flip side.
Man, i hope i don't fuck it up this time.
Sandals, i was completely sober for 3.5 years. It was the hardest thing i ever did but there were times that i was so content i can't describe it.
As painful as it is for an alky/addict to stay sober .... it is also that rewarding on the flip side.
Man, i hope i don't fuck it up this time.
here, ill post for detox .................
it hurts, im angry, i'm uncomfortable, i have no creativity without drugs and alcohol as the subject whether im using or not. someone tell me which way to slice my god-forsaken wrists. i'm gonna go away now because i have no originality in my shitty soul. but here's my picks for the weekend, but oh yeah, i don't gamble.......
seriously detox. get off covers you dick
here, ill post for detox .................
it hurts, im angry, i'm uncomfortable, i have no creativity without drugs and alcohol as the subject whether im using or not. someone tell me which way to slice my god-forsaken wrists. i'm gonna go away now because i have no originality in my shitty soul. but here's my picks for the weekend, but oh yeah, i don't gamble.......
seriously detox. get off covers you dick
here, ill post for detox .................
it hurts, im angry, i'm uncomfortable, i have no creativity without drugs and alcohol as the subject whether im using or not. someone tell me which way to slice my god-forsaken wrists. i'm gonna go away now because i have no originality in my shitty soul. but here's my picks for the weekend, but oh yeah, i don't gamble.......
seriously detox. get off covers you dick
suboxen
can't deal with your feelings? box
"i drink everyday and take suboxen ... ive never felt better" no shit you fucking loser.
here, ill post for detox .................
it hurts, im angry, i'm uncomfortable, i have no creativity without drugs and alcohol as the subject whether im using or not. someone tell me which way to slice my god-forsaken wrists. i'm gonna go away now because i have no originality in my shitty soul. but here's my picks for the weekend, but oh yeah, i don't gamble.......
seriously detox. get off covers you dick
suboxen
can't deal with your feelings? box
"i drink everyday and take suboxen ... ive never felt better" no shit you fucking loser.
I have said that it was too much to stop EVERYTHING. Is that ok with you?
I thought it was more important to focus on drugs and booze for now. I'm not trying to hide anything?
I have said that it was too much to stop EVERYTHING. Is that ok with you?
I thought it was more important to focus on drugs and booze for now. I'm not trying to hide anything?
The truth hurt you i see. Most people can't handle the truth. I thought you could. I was wrong.
GL
The truth hurt you i see. Most people can't handle the truth. I thought you could. I was wrong.
GL
it's terrible to have to go to pure abstinence. I spent 16 days in the hospital with acute pancreatitis 2 yrs ago. I went 2 months w/out any booze, then fell off the wagon at my brother's wedding. I have drank everyday since then, but I maintain a low fat diet to make up the difference for my pancreas. I also have been thru the opiates and methadone and now suboxen. I limit my dose of suboxen to less than half of what I am prescribed. I drink and take suboxen daily and have never been more content, happy, and grounded and fulfilled and healthy. I know this is an abhorrent post to some of you, but I just want to point out that our minds can be stretched in ways that permit co-habitation with our bodies. I know it is not for all, but turning into a raving stoic can slowly erase one's soul just like substance abuse can erode the body. It's a gamble - we are not immortal, our days are finite, and if substances enhance the experience our souls go through for the better, well - then it is more difficult than just quit altogether or die. Life is soulful as much as bodiful at least.
I am sober while typing this, and I stand behind these thoughts wholeheartedly. Good Luck to any brave soul who contemplates the effects of their perception, emotion, and existence beyond the mundane teachings of mass morality.
it's terrible to have to go to pure abstinence. I spent 16 days in the hospital with acute pancreatitis 2 yrs ago. I went 2 months w/out any booze, then fell off the wagon at my brother's wedding. I have drank everyday since then, but I maintain a low fat diet to make up the difference for my pancreas. I also have been thru the opiates and methadone and now suboxen. I limit my dose of suboxen to less than half of what I am prescribed. I drink and take suboxen daily and have never been more content, happy, and grounded and fulfilled and healthy. I know this is an abhorrent post to some of you, but I just want to point out that our minds can be stretched in ways that permit co-habitation with our bodies. I know it is not for all, but turning into a raving stoic can slowly erase one's soul just like substance abuse can erode the body. It's a gamble - we are not immortal, our days are finite, and if substances enhance the experience our souls go through for the better, well - then it is more difficult than just quit altogether or die. Life is soulful as much as bodiful at least.
I am sober while typing this, and I stand behind these thoughts wholeheartedly. Good Luck to any brave soul who contemplates the effects of their perception, emotion, and existence beyond the mundane teachings of mass morality.
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