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Damn...I wake up every night between 3 and 4 am to cold sweats and trauma of risk that have not been rewarded. I've been through the ringer more times that I can ****ing remember and my conscience is still telling me to fire.
Over the course of the last 11 years i have manage to rebuild my life and my credit to some degree, but what is life worth living without some risk? I ran very well in the late 90's to the point where I could give it up, run away and ride into the sunset...but no, i flew to close to the sun. I lost my home, my kids, and dignity, which led me to have to build from the ground up.
I still bet significant sums on certain games during certain times of the season, but this one's gunna be my godzilla. I live a fairy comfortable life but am not where i would like to be at the moment.
I have managed to workout a remortgage on my property which i finally paid off a few months back. This time i have ice in my veins and blood in my eyes and i am swinging for the fences.
The value of the remortgage is slightly over 500k which i have dumped on the NY Mets at a 9/1. The bet was placed via wire transfer at a certain vegas bookmaker.
Now lets sweat this into retirement
Over the course of the last 11 years i have manage to rebuild my life and my credit to some degree, but what is life worth living without some risk? I ran very well in the late 90's to the point where I could give it up, run away and ride into the sunset...but no, i flew to close to the sun. I lost my home, my kids, and dignity, which led me to have to build from the ground up.
I still bet significant sums on certain games during certain times of the season, but this one's gunna be my godzilla. I live a fairy comfortable life but am not where i would like to be at the moment.
I have managed to workout a remortgage on my property which i finally paid off a few months back. This time i have ice in my veins and blood in my eyes and i am swinging for the fences.
The value of the remortgage is slightly over 500k which i have dumped on the NY Mets at a 9/1. The bet was placed via wire transfer at a certain vegas bookmaker.
Now lets sweat this into retirement
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good luck to you 
Hell no, you'd be doing something...ANYthing other than posting here to inform a thoughts strangers about what you are doing. You are full of sh**
Hope you get the attention you were after though, and glad I helped you with that with this reply.
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