Troubled Waters

Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:

I like the ghetto boys.  Mind playing tricks brings back many memories.

It's been a hard weekend.  I rode out to the country to a place where I use to waller in the flowers.  I would skip through the beautiful field on a sunny day, flowers brushing against my legs.  I would dance and twirl just like a ballerina, nothing less than a ballerina.  Then there was a tree I would sit under and cry.  I would think about painful memories and just cry them out. 

I went back to that place this weekend to clear my mind.  I decided to roll down the hill I use to roll down to release frustrations.  I rolled and did not think about the extra momentum 70 extra pounds I put on would create.  I could not stop and ended up with some pretty bad bruises and almost broke my leg when my leg got stuck in the ground, sending me airborne, face first down the rest of the hill. 

On top of that I had rolled over a yellow jackets nest.  As they stung me, one by one, I screamed out to nobody within 20 miles.  Ripping me to shreds, I started running towards the car and swatting at the same time.  I screamed and screamed.  Made it to the car with about 35 bites.  I sat in the car and cried.  I had gone there to release my frustrations and ended up in severe pain.  I told you guys that February had something special in store for me.  March is coming up I can't wait for what that will bring.

After I recuperated a little I decided to try dancing in the house like I would dance in the field.  I record the morning scene show on TV where it shows nature at sun rise.  I but in some glorious music and did pirouette after pirouette.  Is this normal?  I hope so because it felt normal and I need normalcy.  I ended the session with a side leap.  As I finished and thought about how graceful I was being, I noticed the kids across the street watching me.  There were 4.  2 of them were rolling on the ground, I guess laughing at me.  The other 2 were holding up their phones and laughing.  I guess I am on tape now.  Probably on YouTube any day now.

When is it my turn in life?  When do I get to be myself in peace?  I want this answered immediately but it will never be answered.  So I wait, I wait again until maybe I can get some respect that I so desperately need.

Wish-washing as a sport, this punk realizes his own idiocy.  A dancing queen who never could become king.  Outside the box I think you would be hard pressed to find a more blatant dream crusher.  How do I explain this?  I will continue to ponder this question.  As for now I will punish myself with pepper spray up the nostrils.  Maybe I will learn for once.

Out of Touch-Hall and Oates

Quote Originally Posted by ShadowWarrior:

35 yellow-jacket stings is a bit far-fetched but okay.  How do you attain peace in this chaotic world.  I could tell you what works for me but it may not necessarily work for you.  Our minds are never at rest, this is one of our many problems.  picture your mind as a surface of the lake, you want it as calm as possible.  No ripples, waves, etc.  In today's world we can not calm our minds because of our greed and anger and defilements or delusions.  Thus the cause of human suffering.  If you want, I can tell but ...

Quote Originally Posted by slikstiks99:

Prote, I've been real stressed lately and feel like Im getting buried alive. Really need to shoot the dirt so I can blast out of this hole I'm in. Lets pretend were at a bar. What would you have to drink?

(big-chested waitress) : What'll ya'll be having?

Slik: I'll take two dozen hot wings, a pitcher of sierra nevada pale ale, and two shots of Wild 101.

(big-chested waitress) : and for you sir?

Quote Originally Posted by ProtoStar:

ocd I love your taste in music.  The bay area and NYC in my opinion are the best rap spots in the world.

slikster I have not heard basement khemist.  If you are worth your salt maybe you will post some here in this thread and on this forum.

jroach I'm glad you like the music here in this thread that I created in this forum.  I think the music others put up is great too.  I just love it!

dopey I'm not sure whether to laugh or shoot myself when I look at your avatar.  So far I've just been laughing.

Iwin you have a message I literally fell out of my chair when I found out we are really friends.  To think I actually got an attitude with you once lol!  I look back at those times and think, what was I thinking arguing with Iwin?  Then I call myself a dumb ass fuk out loud.  Again I am so sorry Iwin.

Shadow I tried your style of the calm waters.  However my waters are troubled hence the thread title.

JohnAlf EBB is my very good friend equalblueberries.  We are so close I can feel it when he is on his computer.  It feels soothing, nothing more, nothing less.  Just soothing.

dytide the penile infection is the same, and I keep putting off getting it looked out.  The stings were horrible.  At first I thought I had ran into a live wire and was being electrocuted.  I cried and hollered.

ocd I try to eat chik fil a but then I eat doughnuts.  I just have a craving for doughnuts and it figures because I am a damn fool.  I will try the steak burrito next time but I'm warning you if it doesn't taste right I will throw it into the highway on somebody's car.  Or take it back inside the Taco Bell and throw it at the manager who approved the sale. 

slikster I like to play games like this.  Ok lets do it.  Back in my heyday I would have complimented her on her physical beauty and maybe pulled out my cock while I was eating.  Slap it back and forth for a little while.  This is a maneuver I learned from a monkey at the zoo when I went there on a field trip in middle school.  It worked on the female monkeys and it also works on dumb blondes.  Who would have thunk it?  For a drink I would have requested a corona with lime or a jack and coke.  I would be drunk as a skunk within 2 hours and looking for cocaine or ecstasy.  You would leave me and quit calling me because I would do crazy things while intoxicated.

Mike you are a great supporter I have started thinking about you more and more.  You must be a very good man behind that screen.  Kudos to MikePaul, keep up the good spirits, you are a great man.  I think you could be a superstar, I think you are a phenomenal person, and I think you know all of this already.  Just keep it up MikePaul and remember that I am on your side buddy. 

I hope I answered everybody if not let me know and I will punish myself accordingly.

B.O.B.-Outkast