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yeah sorry for the bad grammer.  im a lil anxious, and plus, i just started college after 4 years of doing construction

seriously, i love her so im gonna to try to make it work, how tho? im not willing to just turn my back on her, i dont have a lot of close friends, she's basically my everything, she's the the one who i went to with my problems, how are we gonna make this work

i cheated in the begining , and she cheats and has sex 5 years into our relationship,  how can she compare?  how do i cope with this? I want to make this work, how is it possible

so she calls me up saying she got her std results back from Planned parenthood and it turns out she has chlymedia, im like how did you get this disease, we both were tested last year and were both negative.  She's like i dunno i didn' t cheat, but i know i haven't cheated and the only way to get chlymedia is by  sexual contact so i know  something wasn't right.  after hounding her all night she finally broke down and said she cheated and slept with some dude last year.  Supposely she went over the dudes house and they smoked, watched a movie and they just ended up having sex.   she doesn't tell me about it for a year until gets notice of her std.  u see we been together since highschool for about 6 years now and in the begin of the relationship i cheated on her with 5 different girls and got head from a couple of them, but i never slept with them and wouldn't.  Now this was the beginining of our relationship before i had really strong feelings of loving her.  so then i started to feel bad for what i did relized i loved her so i stopped cheating, and 2 years later like 2006 i told her cheated back then and said how ashamed i was of myself and would never doing it again,(this was my first real relationship)so its been like 5 years since i cheated and i know i would never do anything like that again, i was young i really didn't understand how much i could hurt some1 so i stopped.  Now she tells me she did this shit last year and it just happened? wtf. Now im freaking out at her and she keeps comparing the shit i did 2 her in her past.  Who just sleeps with somebody like that? i mean, a lil kiss is one thing, but sleeping with somebody is another i think right?  And her argument is we both cheated and did eachother wrong.  Me 5 years ago in the begining when it was  alot younger and immaturer, and her just sleeping with some 1 last year 5 years into a relationship when we love each other so much.  i dont know what imma do, i dont know if i can get over this, my gf is so wonderful and sweet, but like she says, she just made a misstake and is sorry.  i keep calling her names and freakin out at her cuz im pissed, but i also feel bad for her, i dunno, im all fucked up.  I want this relationship to work, but i dunno if i can handle this knowing she slept  with another dude last year  when we been dating for 5 years.  Anybody got any suggestions for me?  Im so heart broken and angry, i feel like imma do something thats hurt me and someone else and mayb end up behind bars.  Any body ever have something like this happen to them and were able to forgive there girl?

        I just watched it on youtube, i thought it was really interesting 
they were talking  about how ppl  blindly follow BHO and other complex  issues.  Can someone please copy and post that to this  forum?    (yeah i'm that bad with computers).  I'd just like to see what the intellects on this sites  opinions are  on what KRS 1 is s saying.  

Im about 2  opene up an account with them.  im lil worried being the degenerate i can be and not really having the money to lose.  I wish i only had like a couple hundred dollar limit.  so once i send my Id  in im gonna have 1000 on my account, and if i lose  1000 dollars im going to have to pay them at the end of the week? and if i dont there gonna put this against my credit ?
Can get a lil more briefing on the details of these what ifs i have.   I know ppl who have terrible credit who really dont care how much money they owe.   Do they do a credit check or something or how does this exactly work?  I  personally have decent credit and dont want to take a hit so the logical part of me thinks is should stay away,

I just think pacers are a good team who has some players and have a shot to get hot and be a contender, Im not convinced that the cavs and celtics are that dominant.  Plus, betjamaca had them at around 50-1 compared to bodog's 250 -1, thats a big difference.  i know they may not even make the playoffs, but im hoping a long shot turnsout

I know this obviously probably won't happen but i think thats some decent value.  I mean i put 3 dollars to win 750.   I think the pacers are actually a decent team and comparison to other odds they were giving other i think theres some longshot value here. and plus, there 38-1 to win the east on betjaimaca soooooooo

just look at today, this is why the books make so much

1-5 is a pretty rough start, i have a feeling your going to rebound the rest of the week then

Im  on a war path, tell the oppisition
nah, keep it 2 yourself im my only compotion
keep the hate coming, i love the criticism,
but understand i'm sucessful by my own admission

i need to start one at wr/rb and one just at wr.  I was thinking about going with ward at rb/wr and A. bryant at wr.   

i did a league on yahoo this year over the internet, never done b4, any way i used league safe to  pay and thats how we get payed out apparently, but the commmish says we have to vote for the winner so he gets the funds, so does the majority have to vote or can some1 in the league be a dick and not vote or vote for a losing team?

I like secrets and 3 sides 2 a story, i think it's very artistic and a great story, but i just dont relate enough to it myself.  i myself definitly feel songs like whatever it takes, Hiautus, R u in that mood yet, future, all of me,  get the picture,so  long goodbye, broken wings, unforgiven, long way to go, staind, invisible men,  calm down, walk with me, and lets go back.

songs like world take over, road call,5th gear, family reunion, and thou shall not fall i just think he is really ill on, not as deep to me tho.  who killed hip -hop is the truth and through the wire is a song i love to listen to in my room when i workout, shits the truth, pump, pumps me up j/p.  I dunno i just think he is a great artist. I really dont even listen to rap that much, i just think he is a great poet and artist.  Way better then radio hip- hop i hear.  My 3 favorite artists i listen to right now are Joe Buddens, Jack Johnson, and SEEther.  lol .  I know all 3 are completly different types of music, but all shit i feel
   

joe buddens is the best rapper, a great poet, an amazing artist, yeah an lil wayne sucks

        I just literally thought about this minutes ago.  I myself  am a union laborer who makes a solid wage considering i'm not educated.  the problem is i've collected alot of unemployment this year, i only worked like 3 months all year.  I am grateful for unemployment am actively seeking working, but i was just thinking since our economy terrible, our townships, city's, states are all in debt maybe the government could make up jobs for us like basic jobs like construction or volenteering or work around the community or something positive,  instead of giving out billions of dollars.  i know it's not really '"free money" but they could force us 2 work for our unenjoyment and maybe that could be could for both the government and us.  i mean im not lazy, im willing to do whatever.  i dunno, I know this is an underdeveloped thought and i may not be the sharpest tool in the shed, but please let me know some reasons why this would never happen? 

yeah its free money, but it's not released in a good way at all.  For every 30 dollars you bet of real money, they release 1 dollar to your real money account.  So if you make a 150 bet, you will get an extra 5 dollars in your account released from your "free money".  they dont offer any initial real money bonuses to signup.  It's really not that good.  I have over 200 dollars of free money which i don't plan on releasing.   So great , i can make a play of 1500 dollars and get to release a whopping 50 dollars

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