I have a gambling problem

To all of those that took a short time in their lives to comfort my tormented mind(horrible losing streaks that never end), I am grateful.  Just yesterday when I was about to reload my account, I instead look to cover for help. It was because of this thread that I was able to refrained another deposit. Each times that I deposited money into my account, I asked myself what was it that made me gamble? It wasn’t about trying to win back my losses(impossible), but the Thrill and emotional roller coaster ride of winning money. It makes me feel so damn good.  I will quit this horrible habit. It prevents me from achieving my dream of owning a home. Good luck to all. My ride with gambling is at its final destination. 

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Best of luck to you brother. You need to walk away. It will get better, and you will look back at this little bump in the road. It's not the end of the world, but PLEASE STOP now. Best of luck to you. God Bless

it sounds like it is really,really negatively affecting your quality of life..there are very few things that are truly and universally "essential" and important in the world but health and time (what you choose to do with it) are 2 for sure and it is pretty clear that gambling is adversely sapping away at both of them for you so whatever it takes to stop the habit you gotta find a way..we all understand the thrill and excitement so we know it can be tough.do what others have said by trying to get help from professionals and family/peers and try and immediately find something else to occupy your time/fill that void.to take up your time and keep you interested and your mind busy.a sport,pursuit or hobby that is not detrimental.as you get engrossed in it you will slowly start to notice that your mind will stop wandering towards gambling and when the next game is on.best wishes,it is a bad demon for some that can obviously get worse and worse and spiral out of control if left un-checked.