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i went 1-3 today. Now I'm very depressed. So depressed I think I will not get out of bed tomorrow. Thankfully the time has come for me to take my meds and it wont be long until the pain is gone. Never get addicted to any kind of drug, it is horrible and will destroy your life. You will be sad and anxious all the time.
I just want to start over again. From age 12. This is where it all started to go wrong. I want to wake up from this long nightmare and be 12 again and start on the right path. But its not to be. I'm stuck here and the future is flying at me like a light beam. Fuck me i am screwed.
My wife gave me 1k to bet with. I know I will end up trying to hit 4 in a row. I will probably lose a game in the process and then will want to end it.
I just want to start over again. From age 12. This is where it all started to go wrong. I want to wake up from this long nightmare and be 12 again and start on the right path. But its not to be. I'm stuck here and the future is flying at me like a light beam. Fuck me i am screwed.
My wife gave me 1k to bet with. I know I will end up trying to hit 4 in a row. I will probably lose a game in the process and then will want to end it.
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good advice here
I even have you a slogan for the campaign
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