Went from up 30k to ruining my life in a weekend gambling

I will use the “demon possession” feeling because that is the only thing it felt like. I have never won this much at once in a very long time and the next thing you know I felt like I was overtaken and making the most ridiculous decisions in my life. Not only did I lost I was betting 5k a game and 10k and I went broke again, sold my car lost it all, went to the dollar lender to try and get it back lost that and now Instead of being debt free up 30k I’m in the hole huge not wanting to get up anymore. This is sick those of you who know will understand and those of you who don’t well you will never see. All I know is it’s real sad I have destroyed everything and a lot of ppl told me to stop and I wouldn’t listen. I get loans coming in the spring and I think I’m banning myself and self excluding in every casino and I’m moving out of Vegas. Gambling is the devil and God literally showed me I was taken over by a fkn demon it felt like not kidding fuck this shit it’s unbeatable house always wins. I’m trying another hobby maybe doing websites will eventually make me money and I could get addicted to good things fuck this life I think I’ve finally had it guys no more gambling. I’ve ruined Christmas for my family I have nothing for them now just a selfish piece of garbage I am. I don’t deserve nothing but bad 

What games did you lose on? ??  what do you have money on tonight? The early morning games today had all sorts of trap warnings. 

I lost $800 on Philly, played both halves. Made it back on and then sone on SF 1h, AZ total 1h, Az 3q. 

this cant be real 

I’m shaking I’m so fkn mad guys I literally had everything right before Christmas and greed fucked me I can only use the demon possession likeness that had to be the only way. Why the fk wouldn’t I be happy with 30k I really believe those who are prone to addiction problems like gambling when you win will be overtaken by demonic forces and this proves even if I win a million I will never hold on to it. At least I’m learning now this scared me guys to my core and fave me goosebumps like no other. It’s going demons any gambling your dealing with demonic entities 

Why would you say something like that? This world full of arrogant ppl I swear...

Keep your head up and take it one day at a time. Gambling is a tough one and you need it no more. Take care.

Guys if you have problems with gambling like I did please read my story it scared me into not wanting this life anymore. The demon thing is real I would love to go in depth and I might go deeper on YouTube. There are Reddit posts that have felt this demon effect go and look that is when I really knew that even when you win you lose. The demonic entities control gambling and no one wins except the people who are prolly truly evil already I’m not sure how to put it. You cannot serve two masters in so fkd 

When are you going to stop with these threads? This around the 25th time you have used this same BS sob story 

All the best forward, that’s all I can say I wish you the best forward

You are misusing the word arrogant  Secondly I do not believe a word of what he said 

I took Miami at 6.5 so I feel your pain

if you don’t think this has happened to people by the time I hit the send a ton of times… you’re a fool

You guys have witnessed my immense pain for so long I really hope someone documents my hurt and gambling problem maybe it will save someone one day like they will read this and just stay away I dunno. Pray I get a job guys please I just want to work and not rideshare lol no dead Enders I got to put my certificates to use 

G.A. bro 

Thank you guys as u can see im hurting and sometimes just like to come on here i dont know why . Anyways thank you all im signing off hopefully for the last time I have had ups and downs but its time to put gambling to bed and just go one day at a time like fuse said peace out brothers 

I feel ya

My demon was PopTarts

Just talking about them makes me shake

My demon is a succubus