Dear Legwand
Dear Legwand
You are not alone my friend i hate where i live all my friends have families to take care of, I am in my early 30's unemployed veteren who can't find his meaning on this planet, watch everybody around him catch the breaks espicially my brother I lose focus all the time except gambling its the only skill that i know that iam halfway decent at,haven't had a serious relationship in years, and people don't tell me go to the Va for some professional help its the biggest joke going good luck getting an appointment
I have been diagnosed with adult add from the mental health specialist I pay $150 per hr he wants me to go on adderwall , every script I've been has not worked or get the full brunt of side effects 1 ex; was on lexapro worked for a moving co. the lexapro worked except the one major side effect is dehydration the busiest part of the year is the summer, i would get home or sometimes not make it home and get the worst cramps ever, it sucks waking up everyday and thinking will i ever get out of my funk
So you are not alone
You are not alone my friend i hate where i live all my friends have families to take care of, I am in my early 30's unemployed veteren who can't find his meaning on this planet, watch everybody around him catch the breaks espicially my brother I lose focus all the time except gambling its the only skill that i know that iam halfway decent at,haven't had a serious relationship in years, and people don't tell me go to the Va for some professional help its the biggest joke going good luck getting an appointment
I have been diagnosed with adult add from the mental health specialist I pay $150 per hr he wants me to go on adderwall , every script I've been has not worked or get the full brunt of side effects 1 ex; was on lexapro worked for a moving co. the lexapro worked except the one major side effect is dehydration the busiest part of the year is the summer, i would get home or sometimes not make it home and get the worst cramps ever, it sucks waking up everyday and thinking will i ever get out of my funk
So you are not alone
Since early 2010 I've had serious doubt that I would make it past this Friday... my Birthday. I have the day circled. Right up till yesterday I did not know if I would make it. Yesterday I cried a lot, mostly about my Daughter that I lost in 1992. I think it helped me some but other issues are still here. I think I might make it to Saturday now... but I can't make any guarantees about making it another year after this one.
I've been in the dumps so long that even my Doctor noticed when I saw him yesterday for a mandatory annual check up in order to continue my pain meds. He was a little worried so asked me to answer some questions they are supposed to ask people who are depressed. I lied about some and scored a 9 in the 6-9 range. He said I was mild depressed and asked if I wanted to speak to someone. I told him that medical science can't help me. I also told him that if someone has my life and is not depressed they are not human. Had I been 100% honest with him I'd of scored much higher but I know how to hide some things from most people.
I have been showing my wife how to do everything that I do, which is everything since I don't even ask her to cook for me. I even showed her some houses online of where her sisters live so if anything happens she will know what I meant for her to do. I tell her she has to learn just in case I up and die someday.
I can give no advise here since we seem to be in the same type of situation but I wish you good luck and hope you do well Legwand... You seem like you're still young enough to fight. I am tired from fighting all these years. And it's not just about money, there's way more.
If I could I'd book a day like the guy at the end of Soylent Green. I don't care about being honest here on Covers because it just doesn't matter... Don't mean a thing.
Since early 2010 I've had serious doubt that I would make it past this Friday... my Birthday. I have the day circled. Right up till yesterday I did not know if I would make it. Yesterday I cried a lot, mostly about my Daughter that I lost in 1992. I think it helped me some but other issues are still here. I think I might make it to Saturday now... but I can't make any guarantees about making it another year after this one.
I've been in the dumps so long that even my Doctor noticed when I saw him yesterday for a mandatory annual check up in order to continue my pain meds. He was a little worried so asked me to answer some questions they are supposed to ask people who are depressed. I lied about some and scored a 9 in the 6-9 range. He said I was mild depressed and asked if I wanted to speak to someone. I told him that medical science can't help me. I also told him that if someone has my life and is not depressed they are not human. Had I been 100% honest with him I'd of scored much higher but I know how to hide some things from most people.
I have been showing my wife how to do everything that I do, which is everything since I don't even ask her to cook for me. I even showed her some houses online of where her sisters live so if anything happens she will know what I meant for her to do. I tell her she has to learn just in case I up and die someday.
I can give no advise here since we seem to be in the same type of situation but I wish you good luck and hope you do well Legwand... You seem like you're still young enough to fight. I am tired from fighting all these years. And it's not just about money, there's way more.
If I could I'd book a day like the guy at the end of Soylent Green. I don't care about being honest here on Covers because it just doesn't matter... Don't mean a thing.
If you really do feel you are having a breakdown its not something to take lightly. You should definetly get help with treatment. Medicine can be prescribed to help you if needed. GL and I hope things start getting better.
If you really do feel you are having a breakdown its not something to take lightly. You should definetly get help with treatment. Medicine can be prescribed to help you if needed. GL and I hope things start getting better.
Believe me, I know
Believe me, I know
damn man. You really dont have any family ? Im sure you have to have some family Legwand. Plus there has to be somone yu know that can maybe help in some way. I know Ive tried to be humurous with some of your posts you have made on here but man when it comes down to it... your posts get me down also. I see a guy who dont respect himself. And when it comes down to it I bet your actually a good fucking person who has some bad luck and makes a couple bad decisions. So what it fuckin happens to all of us. Its all about how you pick yourself up . You might go 0-10 at something or never even achieve a goal you want. Its not always about success but sometimes comes down to how well you carry yourself after something doesnt unfold the way you would hope. Damn dude I wish the best for ya but internet gambling forum isnt the right place to be lettin all this shit out if your really looking for definitive answers. DO what you want not knocking just saying
damn man. You really dont have any family ? Im sure you have to have some family Legwand. Plus there has to be somone yu know that can maybe help in some way. I know Ive tried to be humurous with some of your posts you have made on here but man when it comes down to it... your posts get me down also. I see a guy who dont respect himself. And when it comes down to it I bet your actually a good fucking person who has some bad luck and makes a couple bad decisions. So what it fuckin happens to all of us. Its all about how you pick yourself up . You might go 0-10 at something or never even achieve a goal you want. Its not always about success but sometimes comes down to how well you carry yourself after something doesnt unfold the way you would hope. Damn dude I wish the best for ya but internet gambling forum isnt the right place to be lettin all this shit out if your really looking for definitive answers. DO what you want not knocking just saying
Since early 2010 I've had serious doubt that I would make it past this Friday... my Birthday. I have the day circled. Right up till yesterday I did not know if I would make it. Yesterday I cried a lot, mostly about my Daughter that I lost in 1992. I think it helped me some but other issues are still here. I think I might make it to Saturday now... but I can't make any guarantees about making it another year after this one.
I've been in the dumps so long that even my Doctor noticed when I saw him yesterday for a mandatory annual check up in order to continue my pain meds. He was a little worried so asked me to answer some questions they are supposed to ask people who are depressed. I lied about some and scored a 9 in the 6-9 range. He said I was mild depressed and asked if I wanted to speak to someone. I told him that medical science can't help me. I also told him that if someone has my life and is not depressed they are not human. Had I been 100% honest with him I'd of scored much higher but I know how to hide some things from most people.
I have been showing my wife how to do everything that I do, which is everything since I don't even ask her to cook for me. I even showed her some houses online of where her sisters live so if anything happens she will know what I meant for her to do. I tell her she has to learn just in case I up and die someday.
I can give no advise here since we seem to be in the same type of situation but I wish you good luck and hope you do well Legwand... You seem like you're still young enough to fight. I am tired from fighting all these years. And it's not just about money, there's way more.
If I could I'd book a day like the guy at the end of Soylent Green. I don't care about being honest here on Covers because it just doesn't matter... Don't mean a thing.
fuck you guys are making me sad tonight. I need to just get back to work I guess
Since early 2010 I've had serious doubt that I would make it past this Friday... my Birthday. I have the day circled. Right up till yesterday I did not know if I would make it. Yesterday I cried a lot, mostly about my Daughter that I lost in 1992. I think it helped me some but other issues are still here. I think I might make it to Saturday now... but I can't make any guarantees about making it another year after this one.
I've been in the dumps so long that even my Doctor noticed when I saw him yesterday for a mandatory annual check up in order to continue my pain meds. He was a little worried so asked me to answer some questions they are supposed to ask people who are depressed. I lied about some and scored a 9 in the 6-9 range. He said I was mild depressed and asked if I wanted to speak to someone. I told him that medical science can't help me. I also told him that if someone has my life and is not depressed they are not human. Had I been 100% honest with him I'd of scored much higher but I know how to hide some things from most people.
I have been showing my wife how to do everything that I do, which is everything since I don't even ask her to cook for me. I even showed her some houses online of where her sisters live so if anything happens she will know what I meant for her to do. I tell her she has to learn just in case I up and die someday.
I can give no advise here since we seem to be in the same type of situation but I wish you good luck and hope you do well Legwand... You seem like you're still young enough to fight. I am tired from fighting all these years. And it's not just about money, there's way more.
If I could I'd book a day like the guy at the end of Soylent Green. I don't care about being honest here on Covers because it just doesn't matter... Don't mean a thing.
fuck you guys are making me sad tonight. I need to just get back to work I guess
You should change your screenname to "Mr Empathy". You sir, represent yourself as a cold, heartless individual in your response to a few threads (proto star being another) started by people with real issues. It's a shame people aren't as "in control" as you appear to be (this is probably a ruse). In a thread like this why can't you say something positive, or just not say anything at all? No wonder there is so much violence and despair in this country.
You should change your screenname to "Mr Empathy". You sir, represent yourself as a cold, heartless individual in your response to a few threads (proto star being another) started by people with real issues. It's a shame people aren't as "in control" as you appear to be (this is probably a ruse). In a thread like this why can't you say something positive, or just not say anything at all? No wonder there is so much violence and despair in this country.
Dude, I live in Alabama. I don't want to seek psychological counseling here. They would just tell me I don't belong here and to move away.
Where in Bama?
ROLL TIDE!!!
Dude, I live in Alabama. I don't want to seek psychological counseling here. They would just tell me I don't belong here and to move away.
Where in Bama?
ROLL TIDE!!!
That "tech bubble" in the early 2000's killed me too
That "tech bubble" in the early 2000's killed me too
Pretty insightful coming from a Jersey guy(j/k)
Pretty insightful coming from a Jersey guy(j/k)
1. Watch a lot of comedy, or better yet go to comedy clubs.
2. Exercise, join a hiking or biking club.
3. Get Busy, no dead time, go out and help people or better yet get a 2nd job, meet people, "family" is completly overrated, good friends are priceless.
1. Watch a lot of comedy, or better yet go to comedy clubs.
2. Exercise, join a hiking or biking club.
3. Get Busy, no dead time, go out and help people or better yet get a 2nd job, meet people, "family" is completly overrated, good friends are priceless.
Since early 2010 I've had serious doubt that I would make it past this Friday... my Birthday. I have the day circled. Right up till yesterday I did not know if I would make it. Yesterday I cried a lot, mostly about my Daughter that I lost in 1992. I think it helped me some but other issues are still here. I think I might make it to Saturday now... but I can't make any guarantees about making it another year after this one.
I've been in the dumps so long that even my Doctor noticed when I saw him yesterday for a mandatory annual check up in order to continue my pain meds. He was a little worried so asked me to answer some questions they are supposed to ask people who are depressed. I lied about some and scored a 9 in the 6-9 range. He said I was mild depressed and asked if I wanted to speak to someone. I told him that medical science can't help me. I also told him that if someone has my life and is not depressed they are not human. Had I been 100% honest with him I'd of scored much higher but I know how to hide some things from most people.
I have been showing my wife how to do everything that I do, which is everything since I don't even ask her to cook for me. I even showed her some houses online of where her sisters live so if anything happens she will know what I meant for her to do. I tell her she has to learn just in case I up and die someday.
I can give no advise here since we seem to be in the same type of situation but I wish you good luck and hope you do well Legwand... You seem like you're still young enough to fight. I am tired from fighting all these years. And it's not just about money, there's way more.
If I could I'd book a day like the guy at the end of Soylent Green. I don't care about being honest here on Covers because it just doesn't matter... Don't mean a thing.
Invite God into your life.....It will give u meaning and purpose...
You have nothing to lose....
Just try it, i guarantee it will turn yor life around
Since early 2010 I've had serious doubt that I would make it past this Friday... my Birthday. I have the day circled. Right up till yesterday I did not know if I would make it. Yesterday I cried a lot, mostly about my Daughter that I lost in 1992. I think it helped me some but other issues are still here. I think I might make it to Saturday now... but I can't make any guarantees about making it another year after this one.
I've been in the dumps so long that even my Doctor noticed when I saw him yesterday for a mandatory annual check up in order to continue my pain meds. He was a little worried so asked me to answer some questions they are supposed to ask people who are depressed. I lied about some and scored a 9 in the 6-9 range. He said I was mild depressed and asked if I wanted to speak to someone. I told him that medical science can't help me. I also told him that if someone has my life and is not depressed they are not human. Had I been 100% honest with him I'd of scored much higher but I know how to hide some things from most people.
I have been showing my wife how to do everything that I do, which is everything since I don't even ask her to cook for me. I even showed her some houses online of where her sisters live so if anything happens she will know what I meant for her to do. I tell her she has to learn just in case I up and die someday.
I can give no advise here since we seem to be in the same type of situation but I wish you good luck and hope you do well Legwand... You seem like you're still young enough to fight. I am tired from fighting all these years. And it's not just about money, there's way more.
If I could I'd book a day like the guy at the end of Soylent Green. I don't care about being honest here on Covers because it just doesn't matter... Don't mean a thing.
Invite God into your life.....It will give u meaning and purpose...
You have nothing to lose....
Just try it, i guarantee it will turn yor life around
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