Legwand
I know what you're going thru with your goals. My fear is I want to be successful but when I was in school, military, and where I worked to move up the ladder in everything I had to get up in front of people and do presentations in large groups, Lets say I was horrible and I still can't do it,usually you get more comfortable when you do it more, I got worse. So the last 5 years have not been the best years of my life avoiding everything quit my job moved into my parents upstairs apt, i get by now gambling and playing local cash games of$2-5 hold-em, I get by now but barely some monthes are good some are not that good. I do want to go back in the real world but I have failed everything that I have done. The only thing hasn't made go nuts and have a breakdown is that i live in the country my parents back yard is a state forest, So I go for hikes and mountain biking, right now i am snowshoeing , So the best medication has been nature for me even though I have been on Lexapro,celaxa, wellbuproun(sp?) and other meds I decided i am not going to rely on a pill a day for the rest of my life. So try to do something active a couple times a week. Its helped me to get thru the day
Your 3rd sentence is 103 words long...I thought my girlfriend was yelling at me, cuz she never comes up for air when she's lettin me have it
I about had a nervous breakdown reading your thread. My girls in Florida for the week, but it's almost like she's right next to me after reading that
GL with your situation
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