If Christ died on the cross for all of humanity

Yes, I know that John died a natural death, that's why I said most of them were crucified in my last post. Let me just go through all of them with a brief description and in the manner on how they died.

Andrew was the brother of Peter, and a son of Jonas. He lived in Bethsaida and Capernaum and was a fisherman before he was called by Jesus. He died a martyr. He was crucified, but feeling unworthy to be crucified on the same-shaped cross as his Master, begged that his be different. So, he was crucified on an X-shaped cross, which is still called Saint Andrew's cross and which is one of his apostolic symbols.

Bartholomew Nathanael, son of Talmai, lived in Cana of Galilee. He was a missionary in Armenia. He died a martyr. He was flayed alive with knives. His apostolic symbol is three parallel knives.

James, the Elder, Boanerges, son of Zebedee and Salome, brother of John the Apostle; a fisherman who lived in Bethsaida, Capernaum, and Jerusalem. He died a martyr. He was beheaded by Herold, A.D. 44. His symbol is three shells, the sign of his pilgrimage by the sea.

James, the Lesser or Younger, son of Alphaeus and Mary, lived in Galilee. He was the brother of the Apostle Jude. He preached in Palestine and Egypt and was crucified in Egypt. He died as a martyr and his body was sawed in pieces. The saw became his apostolic symbol.

John Boanerges, son of Zebedee and Salome, brother of James, the apostle, was known as the Beloved Disciple. A fisherman who lived in Bethsaida, Capernaum, and Jerusalem. He was banished to the Isle of Patmos, he was later freed and died a natural death. It is said an attempt was made on his life by giving him a chalice of poison from which God spared him. He died of natural causes. A chalice with a snake in it is his symbol.

Judas Iscariot, the traitor was the son of Simon who lived in Kerioth of Judah. He betrayed Jesus for thirty pieces of silver and afterwards hanged himself (Matt. 26:14,16). His apostolic symbol is a hangman's noose or a money purse with pieces of silver falling from it.

Jude, Thaddaeus, son of Alphaeus and Mary. He was a brother of James the Younger. He lived in Galilee. He preached in Assyria and Persia and died a martyr in Persia. He was killed with arrows at Ararat. The chosen symbol for him is the ship because he was a missionary thought to be a fisherman.

Matthew, or Levi, son of Alphaeus, lived in Capernaum. He was a publican or tax collector. He died a martyr in Ethiopia. The apostolic symbol of Matthew is three money bags which remind us that he was a tax collector before Jesus called him.

Peter, Simon Peter, son of Jonas, was a fisherman who lived in Bethsaida and Capernaum. Peter was martyred on the cross. He requested that he might be crucified head downward for he was not worthy to die as his Lord had died. His apostolic symbol is a cross upside down with crossed keys. The keys represent Peter as holder of the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven.

Philip, tradition says that Philip preached in Phrygia and died a martyr at Hierapolis. Philip came from Bethsaida, the town from which Peter and Andrew came from. The likelihood is that he, too, was a fisherman. He died by hanging. While he was dying, he requested that his body be wrapped not in linen but in papyrus for he was not worthy than even his dead body should be treated as the body of Jesus had been treated. The symbol of Philip is a basket, because of his part in the feeding of the five thousand. It is he that stressed the cross as a sign of Christianity and victory.

Simon, the Zealot, one of the little-known followers called the Canaanite or Zelotes, lived in Galilee. Tradition says he was crucified and died as a martyr. His apostolic symbol is a fish lying on a Bible, which indicated he was a former fisherman who became a fisher of men through preaching.

Thomas Didymus lived in Galilee. Tradition says he labored in Parthia, Persia, and India, suffering martyrdom near Madaras, at Mt. St. Thomas, India. It is said that he was commissioned to build a palace for the king of India, and he was killed with a spear as a martyr for his Lord. His symbol is a group of spears, stone, and arrows.

So we see here that ten of Jesus disciples died as martyrs for the truth they all knew. John died from natural causes, and Judas hanged himself, feeling guilty for betraying Jesus would be the likely reason.

These disciples or apostles of Christ were the foundation stones of His Church. In Rev. 21:14 we are told that the twelve foundations of the wall of the new Jerusalem will have in them the names of the twelve apostles. It is evident, therefore, that our Lord attaches great importance to these men.

We can't say what is fair and what is not, all I know is that God is just.

 He the Creator makes the rules that we must abide by and not us. You just can't think in your terms.

and when you say your brain doesn't allow you to believe in Him...it just shows your stubborness and self-righteouness.